Sweet Sassy Princess

a diary of a princess wannabe!

Welcome to my Palace!

Hi I'm Jhellai, a girl with a fantastic and mind-boggling imagination. lols. a photographer wannabe, a frustrated writer and a multimedia artist in the making.

Visit her palace to witness the "princess" journey- Her ups and downs and victory. Will she find the word "everafter?"...

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"We dream of fairytale endings with our prince fighting the dragon and the evil witch.. but in reality, sometimes the prince simply makes the princess fall in love, then the princess will do all the fighting.."

Realization

“Some things are not meant to be, learn to let go and be brave to stand with your own feet” Yeah. This is true. I learned in this life that we should not push ourselves in pursuing things that are not meant for us. Live life the way it should be, Live freely and happy. Life is too short to just stand and wait for the rain to pour. Take chances, risks and go with the flow. Be contented with what you have for in time you will find the answers of the undying questions in your mind.

I don’t have any regrets in my life because I know that every decision that i made has a reason why i did it right?. (of course! parang walang sense ung sinabi ko haha) life, career, love…(hehe) I failed sometimes in pursuing something, I’m only human and I’m not perfect. Failures are part of a life’s journey and we should learn how to overcome it. I was scared in “life” then, but right now I’m standing with my head up high and bravely shout to the whole world that I can reach my goals in life. Opportunities knocking on me, but I decided to walk out the door because I believe that there’s a big window waiting for me and I will bravely stand for it! I’m inspired with life right now thanks for the people who inspired me. my family, my close friends, some acquiantances. This is just the beginning of my life’s journey. Stay Happy peeps!!! Be Happy in your own ways because everybody deserves to be HAPPY!

"Dreamer"

Busy Weekend + Cravings + Mourn

Fri Night- waah nagce-crave ako gusto ko ng WhaM Burger!!! but i ended up eating Mc Nuggets and fries. hmp. anyway!I watched the Highschool Musical Press Night at The Meralco Theatre. It was awesome! full of energy. I like Sharpays role, played by Alex Godinez. Ang cute nya sooo kikay at bagay ang role. Ok din si Sam as Troy Bolton, ang payat nga lang nya sa stage. Si Cheska ang cute nya ang amo ng face, she played Gabriella. Winner din ang role ni Kuya Jeff Arcilla as Coach Bolton and si Ms. Sheila as Ms. Darbus... basta nice cya! same lang din sa movie pero iba talaga pag live. Winner ang finale kakaaliw! Guys if u wanna watch? call Ticketworld!. 1 AM na din ako nakauwi kumain muna kami chowking, gusto ko ng Halo Halo! so kahit malamig kumain ako nun. hahaha.

Sat Night- Last day ng dreamweaver class ko. We ended around 9pm na, ok naman presentation ng pink na website na pinresent ko. hahaha! nagreact talagang pink noh? hahaha. I got my certificate na din. yey!
baka magenroll uli ako after ng batch na ito ng flash animation or digital imaging or PHP programming na. Nag crave ulit ako after my class! i want the fried squid sa Tokyo Tokyo!!! soo happeee at dun kmi nag dinner yippeee!!!

Sunday Night- Nanuod kmi ng close friend kong si Xley ng Fantastic 4, but while waiting for him nag ikot2 muna ako naghahanap ako ng Bookstore i'l buy sana yung book na "How to find your One True Love ni Bo Sanchez" but wala akong nakita. tsk tsk. My nakita kong chucks na pink yey! baka il buy it next week.then ayun dumating na din si X... Actually, Post Father's Day celebration yun eh! waaahahaha. kase nung Mother's day, we watched Spidey, ako daw ung Nanay nya. (tado ka ah! haha) Ngayon cya Tatay, so quits lang ha?! hahaha. Gawin kaya nating Tradisyon ano? haha. toink!!! Ok naman for me ung movie ang cute nung isang guy gusto kong i-hug plus tsup-tsup! haha. after ng movie nagutom ako at nag crave uli ako. gusto ko ng Shawarma Plate, So niyaya ko si Itay (haha) sa Q.ave to eat sa Mister Kabab buti hindi kami na pick up! haha. yey! nakain ko ang mga gusto kong kainin nitong weekend except for WHAM BURGER!!! dbale kakain ako nun ds week. hmp.

*** btw, my beloved baby, bebeh and honey Tiffany (Mini Pinscher dog) died. I cried when i found out that she's dead and saw her body lied near our back door. huhuhu. ang lungkot ng setting, my lil bro cried out loud at nagwawala then he tried to shake Tiffany's body baka daw gumalaw pa.. pero wala na eh. lahat kmi malungkot. my mom also cried. I heard her inquiring how much ngaun yung mini pin but id rather wag na muna mag alaga uli. kase masakit eh pag nawala.... =( i missed tiffany now. ma mimiss ko yung biglang tatalon bed... sasalubong pagdating ko... sisiksik sa tabi ko....napapasaya nya ako pag malungkot ako. haaay TIFFANY (Sept 11, 2006- June 24, 2007) ma miss kitaaaaah =(

Whoa!

What's new na ba? tinatamad ako mag blog. uhmm ayun, we went last friday sa Punta Fuego, my 2nd time na. Nice ung place. Ciempre hindi mawawala ang picture taking! (just check my multiply na lang) hehe.
Happy naman, umulan ang saya, first time kong maligo sa ulan at the same time nasa beach! yey! ang dami ko din kinain ang sarap eh... hehe. Nung pauwi na, ang gulo namin tuksuhan at okrayan. we played "dugtungang kanta" hanggang sa magsawa na at wala ng magdugtong. hehe low bat na ang energy ng lahat. 11pm na din ako nakauwi. haaay ang saya. another memorable day again. =)
--- Kinabukasan, waaah ang sakit ng katawan ko, my pasok pa ko. wala ako sa mood, inatake nanaman ako ng pagkamoody ko. mejo late pa ako, buti late din nagstart ang class, ayun sa class wala din ako sa mood, ewan ko ba. natulog nga ako eh hindi nakita ng prof.hihihi. after ng class we went sa Galleria for a dinner, parang last supper haha ang dami kong food, dinaan ko na lng sa kain ang pagka moody ko that day for no reason. weird!
--- Sunday... REST. yun lang.
--- Monday... After my work, nagdinner kami ng friend kong c Chelot (grabe na miss ko ang babaeng yan!)sa Greenbelt, we decided sa tropezz resto since andun din ang mymp at iba pang band... happy at nag enjoy kami, kasama din namin si Jimson.
--- Nung hating gabi na tinext ko yung close friend kong si Xley regarding nga sa nagpapabagabag (ang lalim) sa akin, ang gulo kase eh or ako lang ba nagpapagulo? whatever! hahaha. kase naman eh. bakit nga ba ganun? hahaha. yun ang tanong ko, at ang tanong din ng isang close friend ko na c Johnna. hahaha. nakakaloka. but anyway! Happy pa din =)
--- Tinatamad akong tapusin ung project ko sa dreamweaver, pero ginagawa ko din naman, kase inuuna ko pa ang mag aral ng photoshop at kung ano ano pa! haha. ang sarap mag aral. yun lang. =)

Whaaattiiilyk!

May gusto akong bilhin na books na nakita ko sa National, gusto kong magshopping galore, gusto kong bumili ng bagong hardisk na 120gb, gusto kong dagdagan ng memory ung PC ko, gusto kong irepaint ung Computer table ko ng color pink, gusto ko ng 19 inches widescreen LCD, gusto ko nung nakita kong laptop, gusto ko ng i-pod video, gusto ko ng new cam, gusto ko ng sariling business, gusto ko ng madaming projects/raket (web) soon!!!, gusto ko... "cya" hahaha. pero isa isa lang... LAHAT yan mangyayari! mark my word!!! this is the spirit! i claim it. AMEN! Yeah Cheerz!!! ;-)

ExXxcited.

Yez... We are all excited for our Getaway in Punta Fuego on friday! After months of stressed and sleepless nights (haha exXxag!) Finally... This is our time to bond and relax!!! I'm gonna miss my Trumpets Family. I learned a lot sooobrah!!! yeaaah!!!... more more! act more! dance more! "its a place to beeee a staaaar!!!" hahahahahaha live life to the fulleeeest Sana maging HAPPEE taung lahat!!! muaaahugz. Happee!!! Happee!!!! Happee!!! woohooooo!!! I wanna screaaaam!!!

Lesson 101

-Today's Lesson-
Paano Gumawa ng Blogspot template Layout?

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1.Kailangan ng Kompyuter.....2.Mag isip ng disenyo
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3.Isip pa.............................4.Simulan na pag gawa
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5.malapit na matapos...........6.Sakit na ng ulo ko
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7. teka nagriring fon ko ........8. tapos na! yehey!

---Ang dali lang noh. sana may natutunan kayo! ;-)
sa susunod uli... friendster layout naman!


Mixed Emo.

Yesterday, I went to Bagaberde to watch Flipside and MYMP, it's one of my form of relaxation whenever I'm tired and stressed from work and everything kahit na nakakapuyat din, Panalo sa kwela ang Flipside, Winner ang Michael Jackson nila! haha. They also sang Happy by Squareheads, naalala ko ang mga Budz ko! after their set, MYMP naman- Gustong gusto ko talaga version nila ng Friend of Mine!, Robby Romero was also there to perform (Ms.Carla's new Artist) He sang a John Mayer song. Nice voice ha! Dami ding tao after the gig we went muna sa bandroom konting chika, picture then uwi na.
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There's an upcoming blessing sana but I decided not to accept it with my whole heart. I trust God that there's something more waiting for me & I like what I'm doing now. Sana I could get what i want soon and I promise to work for it by hardwork and faith! ---
I'm excited for my upcoming post summer getaway next week.
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I'm bored with my blog layout so Im thinking of changing it soon.
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I'm in the midst of confusion someone made me feel like this, there are questions in my mind but I'm happy anyway! Thanks for the appreciation.
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I accepted already that some things are not meant to be. so let it go...and Be Happy.
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Study more!!! ;-)
I did it kanina using Adobe Photoshop CS2... experiment!
(parang ewan. haha)

wheEew!

Yesterday I went to the ofc to finish some tasks... around 1pm na din ako nakarating, went 1st to Musicademy to get something then went to Pioneer, after a couple of hours I went back to Musicademy to meet JC for a radio ad recording in Makati. It went well naman after the recording balik Shangrila to eat and to give the Cd to kuya Jo for the AD Board clearance. almost 11pm na din ako nakauwi mejo traffic... (nakatxt ko din c krizzy at pipay, hmm... pareho cla ng advise. pag untugin ko kayo eh! haha.dont worry, natauhan na ko- slight) lolz!
--- Kanina, Nag self study ako (new life. hehe) It's a must! I saw a target company na gusto kong applyan but i need more portfolios to upload soon. haaayz. Suddenly, while Im serious studying... my grandma entered my room and lend me a book that i should read daw... Its already open to a page na sinadya ba? haha... hmmm at heto ang nabasa ko... "I now dissolve and put aside all negative, limiting beliefs about where I will work and what kind of job is available to me. I open myself to all of God's possibilities. I call for a perfect, satisfying, well paying job to manifest in my life. I am always in the right place at the right time, for the spirit of God directs my steps. (Prov. 16:9; Rom 5:17) hmmm....
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btw, back to our radio ad... Kuya Jo texted the bad news a while ago... Ad Board did not approved our radio ad!!! (aaaaw!) We need to edit it, So i texted someone from Soundesign if the sound engineer could edit the ad at tanggalin ung isang statement dun. haaay. I will work for it tom. *sigh*. toink.
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Anyway!, I made my own banner ad for my new biz (experiment lang). hahaha filingera!-->

Ü Lo000oose!

Last Monday AM, i found out that my beloved PC was... dead???... ahuhu. Power supply Failure. wala pang one year amf. gusto ko ng ayusin but i need to go to work. Sa work nakita ko ung dati kong crush (*wink*) at yun tinukso tukso na naman ako dun, kahiya! haha. After work Oli and i met at Starbucks Podium dahil nagpapasama cya bumili ng pang get-up nya for her most awaited date este gimik.haha. Pati ako napashopping na naman amf. Anyway happee naman!!! nilibre nya ko sa Jobee yehey! aba dapat lang kase pinagod nya ko noh.haha. todo shopping galore ang lola mo. Paguwi ko... I tried to fix my PC but di ko talaga magawa, so i used muna my vintage laptop para makapagonline lang to check on something and to read some forums re: power supply failure.
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Kanina... I decided to bring my PC to Cyberzone kung saan ko cya binili. too bad hindi ko kaya magisang dalhin yun so my grandmaaah asked someone if he could drive the car for me, going to North! (haay promise talaga mag aaral na ko magdrive!!!) Then nung nasa byahe na, i realized... CODING pala!!! waaah Thank God! nalagpasan namin ang nagkalat na LTO. hehe. At the Shop... Yeah PSU failure nga problem, they will replace the defected PSU after two weeks? (waaah two weeks? hindi pwede!!! pano na ang portfolio, project and everything!) so i decided to buy one na, no choice eh. amf. (gastos na naman!) ok lang basta HAPPEE .
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Sa hauzzz... i fixed again my PC at yun ok na. back to normal life... haha. afterwards, i heard this "new original demo song" (ganda!) na uhmmm sukat sakin? (akalain mo!) "haaaay" yun na lng msasabi ko. Sana...hmmm.

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on the otherside...
Popeye: wapppaaaaaak!
Brutus: Kaboooooom!
Popeye: Tongoingoingoingoingoinkkk!

Brutus: Booooom! pak pak pak!
Popeye: Aaaaaawwww!
Brutus: Wahahahahahahaha!
Popeye: 0____0
huhuhu END GAMEOVER!
(natalo na si Popeye...aaaw)

?!@*!*&^!???

I'm soOo bored eventhough I'm keeping myself busy. weird? I want to swim, I miss the beach, I miss mah old fellas, I want to go to Mango Camp, wanna try wall climbing and racing. I just want to enjoy everything. Lot of questions running in my lately and just keep it to myself. These past few days? Aaay na sad ba naman akoh... Y? ah basta kulit ko kase eh weh!
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btw, I'm happee for my friend for what's happening in her life now, after all the SH%&*s! that she's been through,I hope everything will turn out right. GO gurl! remember our goals and the "criterias" haha! basta happy ako sau sana this is it na like what i told yah. basta happy u, happy din ako. lab ko mga fewnds ko at loyal eh kaya minsan kahit iniiwan iwanan na ako, go pa din! pag hindi ako kailangan? wala nang pakialaman. pwo, go pa din ako! lol. yun lang antok na kooo. pwo teka...
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waaah dami ko nanaman natutunan sa class ko kanina, mga questions na ganun pala yun!? wow! naiinspired tlaga ako. Salamat sa mga certain peeps na inspiration ko. serious na ko promise this is it heto ang gusto ko. nga sobrang nakakatawa pa nung paguwi namin kanina yoko na wento antok na ko. basta naiinspired ako sa goal ko ngaun i wanna fly!!! sama ka? pero mukhang ayaw mo naman.. cge ok lng. yngat. Godbless! haha. cno ba kausap ko? waah antok na nga kase ako eh babye!