Sweet Sassy Princess

a diary of a princess wannabe!

Welcome to my Palace!

Hi I'm Jhellai, a girl with a fantastic and mind-boggling imagination. lols. a photographer wannabe, a frustrated writer and a multimedia artist in the making.

Visit her palace to witness the "princess" journey- Her ups and downs and victory. Will she find the word "everafter?"...

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"We dream of fairytale endings with our prince fighting the dragon and the evil witch.. but in reality, sometimes the prince simply makes the princess fall in love, then the princess will do all the fighting.."

So Perfect =)

Today?...i used my spare time sa hobby ko na malapit ko ng carereen! ;) nagpractice ako mag web layout at gumawa din ng Slide show ng So Perfect ng MYMP. Thanks to Jovi for the pics. Good job dude! & Thanks also to Ate Lisel for the pics that she took sa shooting ng MTV nila ju sa St.James. We will post it also sa MYMP Website: www.mympband.com
Yesterday, I went to Podium to meet Rissa & attended technical meeting for Promil Event in Greenhills. It went well naman, after the meeting we went back to Podium na but before going home niyaya ko muna si Ate Amor nag magwindow shopping pero nakapagshopping kami ng di oras! haha ang BI ko talaga... i bought new skinny jeans, 2 cute blouses and pair of black flat pointed shoes. hahaha shopping galore kami. sabi ko magtitipid na ako! hehe. hapee naman, hmp.hehe. Oli texted me also because she needs a full attire for her gimik, I'm her offcial fashion guru kase. yun lang ang boring ng araw. hahaha. wala ng gumugulo sakin. LOLz

You can't stop the beat!

Sooo busy, happeee, sometimes inizzz... Naiinis ako last week, i feel sooo outcast. amf. basta. behave na lang ako. Anyway!, Showcase galore na.Ganda ng Company Call nila Maits & JC. congrats, I love the song "True Colors" also Forever Friends of T.Jun O. but what i love the most is ung Hairspray ni Johan! galing! 3 thumbs up! ( You can't stop the beat! hehe) Nice talaga ung mga songs. 1 week of shows pa... lapit na mag end ang Playshop :(
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About my Class? yeah I'm enjoying it now, dami kong natutunan, sooo excited to learn more... I realize that this is what i want, I'm doing some layouts now for my portfolio. It's nice to be back in IT world!!! :)
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Im happee for my bro and his wife for their baby boy soon. also he got a new better job! hmmm & a new car?! new laptop?!... nice bro!... and guess what? my momma already allowed me to drive/use the car! (kunyari pa yun... sakin din bibigay yun! haha), I will take driving lessons after my dreamweaver course. yehey karera na toh este road trip na toh wooohooo! Nice to have wheels din para atleast safe pag gagabihin ng uwi.
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hmmm. I think... It's over... it's really over... will try to get over! hahaha. Anyway!, I'm Happee... inspite of everything, there's someone out there na di ko naman ineexpect e naaalala ako sa simpleng "hi" at "kamusta" sana di ka magbago, salamat sa fwendship. salamat sayo... ;)
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Way back into love...

Song from Music and Lyrics.
Fave ko yan, nice tinugtog nila ju ito nung sat =)



I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Aaawww...

One of my favourite forwarded messages that I got a while ago, Thanks!... I’m sooo touched and enlightened with this message and yes this is TRUE and I want to share this message with yah all!

"I guess there's just a point in my life were, I just have to accept that not everything I dreamed or hoped for will come true, A time when I just have to gather the courage to let go and just entrust everything to God, knowing he wont allow me to be in pain for the sake of hurting but for the sake of learning. I truly understand that He knows me more than I know myself, that even when I feel alone and misunderstood and even sometimes unloved and used there's still someone who knows all my flaws yet loves me unconditional like no one can.."


Im so so so....

Im so so so.... btw, lapit na matapos ang playshop, showcase na! parang kelan lang huh... nakakamiss, this is my last term na kase (naks!) mamimiss ko ung mga tao dun =(
---Yeah my class started at MFI, last sat (May 12). I was surprised to know that my friend Karen was also enrolled. Too bad, Oli can't make it because of her Grandpa's Internment. We learned HTML which i already studied before, parang nirefresh n lng ung knowledge ko, In just 4 hours madami ng natutunan =) Im still thinking for my "topic" for the next session. I'm excited too to learn the power of dreamweaver! Dapat I'm going out with a friend but hindi natuloy... I want sana to go to Eastwood but mejo pagod na din ako... My friend Johnna texted me that she saw MYMP (my fave band) performing... Sayang but it's ok, I'm going to their gig naman on the 19th.
---Sunday... Mother's Day, I went to the church, Mother's day special but wala akong mom! haha! i bought her cake. Anyway! I'm thinking of going out, mejo boring kase wala naman ako makasama then my friend Xley texted me if we could watch movie since hindi din natuloy ung lakad nya.We watch movie sa Promenade, Greenhills. Nice ung cinema, i like the concept of the interior and the exterior of the place. after watching we stayed muna sa starbucks then uwi na... hindi pa ko makatulog so nagonline muna ako... naka confe ko din mag college buddies ko, some friends and my ex-ofcmate Jerome,na kausap ko tungkol sa isang seryosong bagay. we're talking about something, something that bugging my head lately =( thanks for all the advices dude. salamat sa matinong usapin! I really appreciate it sobra sana sana... lam mo na un pre! I know that GOD will make a way. ayt? =)
---Monday...Election, before that, Im talking to my bessy sa YM... same topic, tungkol sa kashongahan ko, parehas sila ng advice ni Jerome sa kin... ganun talaga bakit kaya may mga tao talagang INSENSITIVE?. hmmm Anyway!!! my mom and I went to the precint before 3pm humabol pa kami... ayun vote na kmi. ok naman sana naman walang kadayaang magaganap! haaayz hehe!
---Tuesday...After my work. I went out with a friend. yun lang... hahaha =)

***to sum up all!!! lately talaga, shonga shongahan ako. mixed emotions= happy, excited, surprised, sad, disappointed, hurt, happy, sad, hurt, confused... yun lang. btw si fwendship Oli, tamputampuhan pa! dba nagkakaintindihan naman tau pag ganun? hmp. haha. wabyah fwend! =)

"i never knew what love was...til i met you..."

Til I met you... performed by Juris & Chin
Guesting at Sharon last May 6. =)
Enjoy the vid!