Sweet Sassy Princess

a diary of a princess wannabe!

Welcome to my Palace!

Hi I'm Jhellai, a girl with a fantastic and mind-boggling imagination. lols. a photographer wannabe, a frustrated writer and a multimedia artist in the making.

Visit her palace to witness the "princess" journey- Her ups and downs and victory. Will she find the word "everafter?"...

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"We dream of fairytale endings with our prince fighting the dragon and the evil witch.. but in reality, sometimes the prince simply makes the princess fall in love, then the princess will do all the fighting.."

Isang linggong Pagibig. este gastos.

hello! slight busy busyhan / emo mode ako this week. :) ang gastos ko my gosh!!! naiinis ako. simulan natin...

Last Sunday I went to the Mall... I bought a dress sa Bayo. ang cute kase e! plus ung orange blouse sa Dept store. sabi ko na di ako gagastos pero... *gulo buhok* haaay.


Monday- I went to the bank para mang hold-up ete para magdeposit at magwithdraw haha adik. I went to the mall again to buy some kaartehan for my hygiene stuffs then i headed str8 na to my derma. after my treatment, I'm back to the mall, i saw a nice top again, so what can u expect? I bought it... after that i went to the Optical shop to buy 2 pairs of contact lens (gray & blue).


Tuesday- Si Waquin nasa hauz!!! yey! yaya mode!!!.


Wednesday- we had only 1 show so im kinda bored pa... i shop again! this time ung mga kailangan ko like... hair rollers and hairspray! (haha kailangan ko ba nyan???) wala lang natuwa ako kase color pink!, metalic blue cutix (ang arte talaga), and some personal stuffs na. haaay enough! jhellai uwe!!! (sabi ng kunsensya ko)


Thursday- Bad trip ako umagang umaga. eniwei, I gave 1k to my mom for my DSL payment. After our show. I went straight to Trinoma (mall nanaman ito!) what can u expect again? I shop!... but!!! for my nephew. i bought some stuffs from Osh Kosh. hindi pa ko nakuntento. I went to SM North to buy shoes for the baby (I'm with my friends- Ivy & Mic)... So ayun uwi na gad kase manunuod pa ko ng... Marimar! bwaaahahahaha!!!


Friday- Busy-busyhan... hehehe. i got my cheque for first name! woohooo . This time deretso uwi na ko yehey!( well... my isa pa kong cheque na hinihintay- 2 months na kong pinapaasa kahit na trinabaho ko naman un. sinayang nyo ang oras ko! lesson: wag magtitiwala basta basta! well, kahit na ginaganyan nyo ko thankful ako dahil blessed pa din ako kase wala akong dinedehado na tao. at kung puro salita lang lagi maririnig ko... tao din ako marunong akong lumaban! lahat ng tatapak sa akin, kakain ng lupa. hahaha). enough! umiinit ang ulo ko.
Saturday- Ngayon yun! wala kong magawa pero maraming dapat gawin...hmp. baka pumunta ako sa friend ko later dahil my hihiramin ako sa kanya. my trick or treat kapatid ko sa school so inayusan ko cya-->


Sunday- OO bukas yun- Oct 28, It's Waquin's Christening & Musicademy anniv, baka hindi na ko makapunta sa shang... :(

So ano nga bang sked ko next week...???
Oct 29- Meeting/ Briefing/ Rehe sa Makati.
Oct 30- Event sa Manila Peninsula
Oct 31- Appointment kay Doctora (tentative)
Nov 1- Date with my relatives' souls (hehe)
Nov 2- Free ako- sinong magpapabook sa oras ko? text na! 1st come. 1st serve. haha
Nov 3- Halloween-Costume Partee / Reunion with college budz
Nov 4- Rest...... dahil ngarag at puyat ako nyan for sure!!!

Babuuush!!! :P

Masaya o Malungkot?

Ang bilis bilis ng panahon... sobra, hindi ko alam kung magiging excited ba ako o hindi. gusto ko munang huminto yung ikot ng mundo. Ang dami pang katanungan na gusto kong mabigyan ng kasagutan. (ang lalim) Ang dami kong gustong gawin. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang tama at ang uunahin ko pero alam kong magagawa ko yun. Masaya ako ngayong panahong ito pero hindi ko lang maintindihan bakit sa tuwing masaya ako, may taong nararamdaman kong naiinis dahil masaya ako, hindi ako maintindihan kahit ipaliwanag ko na. sige ako na lng yung mali, ok lang sa akin, ako na lahat, ako, ako, ako... at hindi ko kailangan magpaliwanag pa sa ibang tao kung ano man ang totoo, akalain na nila kung ano ako, sabihin na nila ang gustong sabihin sa akin, wala akong paki alam. ok lang sa akin kung ano magiging tingin ng iba basta ang mahalaga kilala ko yung sarili ko kung ano ako. Parang minsan gusto ko na magpapanggap na lang ako na malungkot dahil nararamdaman ko mas maayos sila pag malungkot ako, tahimik ang buhay. hindi ko maintindihan- paranoid lang ba ko? pero eto yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. Lagi na lang ako ang nagbibigay o nagpaparaya para lang sumaya yung mga tao sa paligid ko... pero kapag ako na? parang nararamdaman ko tutol na ang lahat.

Bawal ba akong maging masaya?...
Tama na ang drama.

1 week ago. emo. Halloween

ey-yoh! bakit ganun my times talaga na tinatamad akong mag blog. pero cge... well, last week busy-busyhan ang drama ko....

1 WEEK AGO

MOA Centerstage

Tuesday: 10am to 10pm -MOA -centerstage. Rehearsal for First Name. First time kong nabasa ung script. So ganun pala yung story nun... Nice and sooo touching!

Wednesday: 10am to 10pm pa din. so ngarag talaga. I got my allowance! yehey. Rehearsal pa din kinabahan ng konti kase baka mamali ako ng que at baka sigawan ako sa Mic si Direk Freddie. hehe pero ok naman pala hehe... then 7pm -TDR/Preview (SM Night).



Thursday: 8am nasa MOA na ko. layo din ng byahe ko ah. 1 hour and half. carry lang :) may nangyari pang kahihiyan sa akin sa MRT!!! haha. sakin na lng yun. 10am & 2pm yung show. ung 2pm show, Press Preview... around 4:30... ikot & chikahan muna sa MOA then mga 7pm uwi na almost 9pm na ko nakauwi. kapagod.

Friday: mga 12:30 na ata ako dumating ng MOA. 2pm ang show. around 4:30. we decided to go to SM Marilao para mag merienda! (South to North ah- 1 hour & half byahe) hehe... adik. gabi na din ako nakauwi.

Saturday: Dapat pupunta akong Mall with Berochie kaso parehas kami tinamad sa pagod na din ng nagdaang week... my gagawin sana ko para sa isang raket ko kaso di ko na nagawa pa dahil parang feeling ko latang lata ako. so nagpahinga talaga ako at bawal sa kin ma stress e.

Sunday: Hindi ako nakapagchurch. sorry Lord :( pero natuloy kmi ni Berochie sa SM (guilty tuloy me)... Ikot, Shopping, Grocery, Chikkahan. Bumili ako ng mga cereals & fresh milk for my new healthy lifestyle! hanggat kaya ko iiwasan ko ng kumain ng mga walang sustansyang pagkain. Gabi n din ako nauwi. ang sakit ng paa ko.

EMO
Monday: I went to the Clinic for my treatment dahil nga sa allergies at infection na toh na biglang nag hello world! hmp., mejo less pain nman, unlike my 2nd treatment na hindi na lng ako makapag react sa sakit na gusto ko ng bumangon sa higaan at wala n kong luha dahil expected ko na ung sakit. winner talaga. at sanay na ko sa napakadaming injection , parang kagat lng ng langgam mga 20 na langgam hehehe... traumatic! basta yun na yon!!! ang importante I'm getting better na... tsaka ok na, i can face the world! haha. I just dont like the marks... patience lang... babalik uli ako sa monday sa doc.

Jusmiyo ang gastos ko!!! Thank God hindi ako nauubusan ng raket. Nagkaroon ako ng mga web "rakets" then heto sa production naman ako til december, ok na din freelancer ako kase regular naman ung Salary at until December lang naman, I can accept pa rakets outside basta hindi tatama sa scheds ng mga shows namin, para makapag rest din. By January... babalik na ko sa Corporate World at paghahandaan ko talaga yun! hehe.

HALLOWEEN
I'm organizing a Halloween Party for my Budz and ka Block nung college to be held at Oli's Place. I'm planning to set up band instrument for the jamming session. too bad ung drumset ni Oli hindi pa daw nya napapaayos. tapos ung guitar nya sira pa. pero gagawa pa din ako ng paraan masaya kase my live music lalo na mga talented pa naman ung mga friends ko naks! at music ung nabubuo at hindi noise barrage! hehe. namimiss ko lang kase ung mga jamming moments namin nung college. kase kung hindi, i will end up setting up the videoke, ikes! haha. Tapos ung iba pa ang tagal mag confirm ng attendance nila, pasaway?. Ay Bawal sa kin ma stress ok. Salamat sa mga nagconfirm! Gosh ano kaya ang costume ko? ung iba excited na din sa costume nila.ung iba KJ... bahala kau hehe... yung food. ayoko magpalawal haha. pot lock na lng cguro. well, i will text them all for the updates. yun lang!!! excited ako ha please wag nyo kong ifrustrate ha kung hindi... friendship is over! HEHE :P

I'l Be Alright

First time ko lang narinig ang song na to kanina sa MYX... Nagandahan ako. Ang senti... :) I love the lyrics too :)



Thanks to vivamusicgroup for the video.

I’ll Be Alright

by Sarah Geronimo

It’s time for me to let you know
I am so glad that I have you
Through all these years
I am so thankful

Now that I’ve grown
I’ll always be thinking of you
With all the things you taught me so
Always remember

I’ll be alright, I’ll be ok
I will be good learning all the way
All from the heart, these things I do
I’ll make you proud because I love you
I’ll be alright, I’ll be ok
I will be fine
And I’ll be good all the way
All from the heart, these things I do
I’ll make you proud because I do
I love you so

I will stand tall and I’ll try not to fall
As I reach all of my goals
I will go on, I will move on
All because of you
For you

I’ll be alright, I’ll be ok
I will be good learning all the way
All from the heart, these things I do
I’ll make you proud because I love you
I’ll be alright, I’ll be ok
I will be fine
And I’ll be good all the way
All from the heart, these things I do
I’ll make you proud because I do
I love you so
I love you so
I love you so

How to Overcome Sadness

We all have bad days, but don't let them ruin how you feel about yourself or others.
  1. List everything in your life you are thankful for and be happy. Put humor in your life! Learn to laugh at yourself or rent your favourite funny videos. Do not make any big decisions while you're in this state. Wait until you're feeling better so you can rationally weigh the ups and downs of your decisions. Do something that you enjoy or that will keep you busy, like cleaning your house, volunteer, or read your favorite book.
  2. Try to make some plans with your friends. Chances are that you'll have tons of fun. Don't expect too much of yourself. Face the things that you're dreading. Once you do, you're bound to feel a lot better. Buy yourself or someone else a gift. Relax. Take a long walk by yourself to think things over, take a bubble bath, or listen to soothing music. Be sure to get enough sleep by going to bed and waking up at reasonable times. Being tired makes you feel more stressed and annoyed.
  3. Give someone a hug. Everybody likes those. It'll make both of you feel good. Know that what you are going through is very common. Talk to someone you trust about what you are feeling - they can help you sort through your emotions.
  4. Get some exercise. When you exercise, your body makes more special chemicals called endorphins that help to improve your mood. Regular exercise will also help to maintain a regular even appetite and sleep schedule - both important to your mental state as well. Practice deep relaxation exercises. Pray or read something inspirational . Don't dwell on your weaknesses or mistakes. Think of things that you love about yourself or that you've done to help someone. Be proud of yourself and your accomplishments.
  5. Prepare for tests early. Eat healthier meals and snacks. A good diet helps you both physically and mentally.
  6. Set realistic goals. Always take things one step at a time. Stop worrying about things that may never happen. Find yourself. Get involved with things you like to do. Keep a journal . Your journal can act as someone you can always vent to and will never judge you. Make time for fun.
  7. Do something totally selfless and anonymous - volunteer at a shelter or local treatment facility. Give thought to how much you have if you have a roof over your head, food to eat and are healthy.
  8. Do not try to get rid of your bad thoughts -specially in loss of a loved one- by fighting them when they came to your mind. Just let them move through your head, think of them, but don't let them take control over you. Manage them, for example if you are at work, leave them for a better to time think of. Struggling in order to get rid of some thoughts will make them stronger.
  9. Remember that your mind is a battleground and you are the one who has to write the story of this battle. If you solve any problem inside your head, no longer it's of importance that if the truth is the way you like it or not. Is there anything happening in the real world when you don't know of it. In better words from works of Jean Baudrillard the French philosopher if a tree falls and a reporter from NY Times is not there, has the tree fallen at all?
Seize the day everyone!

Source: http://www.wikihow.com/Overcome-Sadness

I'm Back

OMG. I'm sooo busy this past weeks. I have no time to blog! but look, I already change my blog profile! :) I so so so miss life! But what can i do?... :( Sooo depressed the other week because of some kinda annoying allergic reaction, that i don't want the world to see me. *sigh* but eniwei, I'm more better now than last week... I just need to change my lifestyle and continue my medications. I need to drink 8-12 glasses of water ( i used to drink 3-4 glasses a day before), Oh I need to Sleep early around 9-10pm! (bawal ng mapuyat) I need Lot's of Vitamin A in my body, more veggies and fresh fruits and i think i should refrain from eating some of my fave seafoods. I'm soo skinny & I hate it. Ok forget about this annoying thingy...

Oh btw, I saw Waquin again last friday night! He is sooo cute and adorable. Waquin is my Nephew, the new additonal joy in the family. He's my bro's son. I hope to see this baby again soon!!! =)




6 weeks old





1 day old

More of him soon!!! :)

yey! spark?

My golly. 22 days ngsira ang net ko. digitel sucks! (sigh). I got a new hair cut yesterday at David's! but i dont't like the outcome so i cut my own hair kanina and i laaab it na! hirap nga lang mag style kase para kong bruha pag hinayaan ko lang na matuyo! need to blow dry & iron it. grrr haha. post ko sana my pics but im just renting a PC here near our house. grrr.... Finally! I'm out of the shell, it made me feel so better, no worries and katamaran galore. haha! eh sana things will turn out right soon =) hmmm... on the other side, haaay i just dunno what im feeling ryt now but somebody put smile in my heart *wink* there's a spark in me! although he does'nt feel the same way naman haha but its ok for me if not ;) that's life and my life has to go on! hehehe. yun lang crush-crush para kong Highschool na my crush hahaha! Thanks to you & for appreciating me. well yun lang! lapit na time ko sa rent ko d2! haaaayzzz. sa susunod uli! byerz!


grarrr.

Bored to Death.
I wanna fly high and get out of this shell.

I want a new haircut like this... =)

I'm bored with my looong hair.

&

For a change! ;-)

Friendship Test

Anyone can try this special test! it does'nt matter if you' re my new or old friend! just feel free to take this test and make your own test too! Goodluck!

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Congrats!!!

Yey!!! ang galing ng PILIPINO! Wooohooo!!!

Reymond Sajor is the new Grand Champion Senior Vocalist of the World in the recently concluded 11th World Championships of Performing Arts (WCOPA) in Hollywood, USA! Galing!!! I'm proud of you, of course your Trumpets' family too!!! Dream come true!!! Shocks buti na lng nag picture picture na tayo at baka di na kita makita at malapitan ngayong sisikat ka na! hahaha joke! CONGRATS REYM!

Reymond & I
(Tambay sa labas ng Cinema 4 Megamall)


***11-year old Aria Clemente is also named Grand Champion Junior Vocalist of the World, and Over-all Grand Champion of the World Junior Division in WCOPA.

http://oliverpublicist.blogspot.com

CONGRATS sa inyo! =)

Randomness Galore + Big Girls Don' Cry.

weee!!! i'm back!. I'm quite busy recently... aaaaw. last July 10 ung last blog ko... so lets start with...
July 11 (wednesday)- my first day sa new job ko. weeee. I'm adjusting to the new environment. I miss my former colleagues, our kulitan and asaran during office hours! aawww. haha. After my work, I wento Bagaberde for MYMP's despedida. Masaya nung night na yun one of the best! jamming/request galore kase. I saw a friend wayback college days sa Bagaberde. (hmmm small world huh? "muling ibalik..." haha =p) Eniwei, late na din natapos at sobrang antok at ngarag na ko my pasok pa kinabukasan. Happy naman =)
July 14 (saturday)- After my meeting sa office. I went to Trinoma to meet my college friends. We had late lunch, watched HP5, stroll around and had dinner. Na meet ko din si lalie. We went home around 10pm. pagod na din kase at 1pm pa magkakasama na kami.
July 22 (sunday)- My Birthday! Yahoo! My friends went to our house for a simple celebration. Im soo happy that night. One of the best bdays i ever had! at hindi masyadong umulan yehey! Thank you guys for making my day sooo memorable!!! i will never forget it. Simple lang pero masaya =) I love you all! Salamat din sa mga nag greet sa akin. yey! muaaaaah! happeeee!!! ***heto nanaman ako. ang dami nanamang pumapasok sa isip ko na gusto ko gawin at bilhin. haaay! hmmm i wanna curl my hair, i want a digital perm buuut!!! di pa pala pwede coz i got my hair semi rebonded last May... So... dahil pasaway ako sa hair... I colored it with Revlon's Medium Ash Blonde hahaha! at ngaun I'm doing treatment sa hair ko using chocolate mud treatment wax. =)

Anyway! i looove this song huh--->
BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY- FERGIE


Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

Ang Tagal.

Grabe. ang tagal kong di nag blog. nakakatamad kase. ang dami nangyari mixed emo,ayun huli na ang lahat wala na ko magagawa. (hahaha) Sooo busy doing layouts din.I might enroll again (flash) this coming August. May mangyayari pa lang pero di ko alam kung "will" ba talaga yun, but i prayed naman na If it is God's will eh maging ok ang maging discussion. On the other side... Waaah I'm still waiting... I'm still searching!!! nasaan ka na ba? bakit hindi mo ko makita?!!! amf. Anyway! Look at my new bed set -up. (hindi po yan nursery. isip bata lang talaga ung may ari.haha) Kulang pa... I will buy 3 throw pillows (metallic purple and silver).




For Good =)

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun.
Like a stream the meets a boulder halfway through the wood.
Like a ship blown from its mooring by a wind off the sea.
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?
And because I knew you
I have been changed for good.

Realization

“Some things are not meant to be, learn to let go and be brave to stand with your own feet” Yeah. This is true. I learned in this life that we should not push ourselves in pursuing things that are not meant for us. Live life the way it should be, Live freely and happy. Life is too short to just stand and wait for the rain to pour. Take chances, risks and go with the flow. Be contented with what you have for in time you will find the answers of the undying questions in your mind.

I don’t have any regrets in my life because I know that every decision that i made has a reason why i did it right?. (of course! parang walang sense ung sinabi ko haha) life, career, love…(hehe) I failed sometimes in pursuing something, I’m only human and I’m not perfect. Failures are part of a life’s journey and we should learn how to overcome it. I was scared in “life” then, but right now I’m standing with my head up high and bravely shout to the whole world that I can reach my goals in life. Opportunities knocking on me, but I decided to walk out the door because I believe that there’s a big window waiting for me and I will bravely stand for it! I’m inspired with life right now thanks for the people who inspired me. my family, my close friends, some acquiantances. This is just the beginning of my life’s journey. Stay Happy peeps!!! Be Happy in your own ways because everybody deserves to be HAPPY!

"Dreamer"

Busy Weekend + Cravings + Mourn

Fri Night- waah nagce-crave ako gusto ko ng WhaM Burger!!! but i ended up eating Mc Nuggets and fries. hmp. anyway!I watched the Highschool Musical Press Night at The Meralco Theatre. It was awesome! full of energy. I like Sharpays role, played by Alex Godinez. Ang cute nya sooo kikay at bagay ang role. Ok din si Sam as Troy Bolton, ang payat nga lang nya sa stage. Si Cheska ang cute nya ang amo ng face, she played Gabriella. Winner din ang role ni Kuya Jeff Arcilla as Coach Bolton and si Ms. Sheila as Ms. Darbus... basta nice cya! same lang din sa movie pero iba talaga pag live. Winner ang finale kakaaliw! Guys if u wanna watch? call Ticketworld!. 1 AM na din ako nakauwi kumain muna kami chowking, gusto ko ng Halo Halo! so kahit malamig kumain ako nun. hahaha.

Sat Night- Last day ng dreamweaver class ko. We ended around 9pm na, ok naman presentation ng pink na website na pinresent ko. hahaha! nagreact talagang pink noh? hahaha. I got my certificate na din. yey!
baka magenroll uli ako after ng batch na ito ng flash animation or digital imaging or PHP programming na. Nag crave ulit ako after my class! i want the fried squid sa Tokyo Tokyo!!! soo happeee at dun kmi nag dinner yippeee!!!

Sunday Night- Nanuod kmi ng close friend kong si Xley ng Fantastic 4, but while waiting for him nag ikot2 muna ako naghahanap ako ng Bookstore i'l buy sana yung book na "How to find your One True Love ni Bo Sanchez" but wala akong nakita. tsk tsk. My nakita kong chucks na pink yey! baka il buy it next week.then ayun dumating na din si X... Actually, Post Father's Day celebration yun eh! waaahahaha. kase nung Mother's day, we watched Spidey, ako daw ung Nanay nya. (tado ka ah! haha) Ngayon cya Tatay, so quits lang ha?! hahaha. Gawin kaya nating Tradisyon ano? haha. toink!!! Ok naman for me ung movie ang cute nung isang guy gusto kong i-hug plus tsup-tsup! haha. after ng movie nagutom ako at nag crave uli ako. gusto ko ng Shawarma Plate, So niyaya ko si Itay (haha) sa Q.ave to eat sa Mister Kabab buti hindi kami na pick up! haha. yey! nakain ko ang mga gusto kong kainin nitong weekend except for WHAM BURGER!!! dbale kakain ako nun ds week. hmp.

*** btw, my beloved baby, bebeh and honey Tiffany (Mini Pinscher dog) died. I cried when i found out that she's dead and saw her body lied near our back door. huhuhu. ang lungkot ng setting, my lil bro cried out loud at nagwawala then he tried to shake Tiffany's body baka daw gumalaw pa.. pero wala na eh. lahat kmi malungkot. my mom also cried. I heard her inquiring how much ngaun yung mini pin but id rather wag na muna mag alaga uli. kase masakit eh pag nawala.... =( i missed tiffany now. ma mimiss ko yung biglang tatalon bed... sasalubong pagdating ko... sisiksik sa tabi ko....napapasaya nya ako pag malungkot ako. haaay TIFFANY (Sept 11, 2006- June 24, 2007) ma miss kitaaaaah =(

Whoa!

What's new na ba? tinatamad ako mag blog. uhmm ayun, we went last friday sa Punta Fuego, my 2nd time na. Nice ung place. Ciempre hindi mawawala ang picture taking! (just check my multiply na lang) hehe.
Happy naman, umulan ang saya, first time kong maligo sa ulan at the same time nasa beach! yey! ang dami ko din kinain ang sarap eh... hehe. Nung pauwi na, ang gulo namin tuksuhan at okrayan. we played "dugtungang kanta" hanggang sa magsawa na at wala ng magdugtong. hehe low bat na ang energy ng lahat. 11pm na din ako nakauwi. haaay ang saya. another memorable day again. =)
--- Kinabukasan, waaah ang sakit ng katawan ko, my pasok pa ko. wala ako sa mood, inatake nanaman ako ng pagkamoody ko. mejo late pa ako, buti late din nagstart ang class, ayun sa class wala din ako sa mood, ewan ko ba. natulog nga ako eh hindi nakita ng prof.hihihi. after ng class we went sa Galleria for a dinner, parang last supper haha ang dami kong food, dinaan ko na lng sa kain ang pagka moody ko that day for no reason. weird!
--- Sunday... REST. yun lang.
--- Monday... After my work, nagdinner kami ng friend kong c Chelot (grabe na miss ko ang babaeng yan!)sa Greenbelt, we decided sa tropezz resto since andun din ang mymp at iba pang band... happy at nag enjoy kami, kasama din namin si Jimson.
--- Nung hating gabi na tinext ko yung close friend kong si Xley regarding nga sa nagpapabagabag (ang lalim) sa akin, ang gulo kase eh or ako lang ba nagpapagulo? whatever! hahaha. kase naman eh. bakit nga ba ganun? hahaha. yun ang tanong ko, at ang tanong din ng isang close friend ko na c Johnna. hahaha. nakakaloka. but anyway! Happy pa din =)
--- Tinatamad akong tapusin ung project ko sa dreamweaver, pero ginagawa ko din naman, kase inuuna ko pa ang mag aral ng photoshop at kung ano ano pa! haha. ang sarap mag aral. yun lang. =)

Whaaattiiilyk!

May gusto akong bilhin na books na nakita ko sa National, gusto kong magshopping galore, gusto kong bumili ng bagong hardisk na 120gb, gusto kong dagdagan ng memory ung PC ko, gusto kong irepaint ung Computer table ko ng color pink, gusto ko ng 19 inches widescreen LCD, gusto ko nung nakita kong laptop, gusto ko ng i-pod video, gusto ko ng new cam, gusto ko ng sariling business, gusto ko ng madaming projects/raket (web) soon!!!, gusto ko... "cya" hahaha. pero isa isa lang... LAHAT yan mangyayari! mark my word!!! this is the spirit! i claim it. AMEN! Yeah Cheerz!!! ;-)

ExXxcited.

Yez... We are all excited for our Getaway in Punta Fuego on friday! After months of stressed and sleepless nights (haha exXxag!) Finally... This is our time to bond and relax!!! I'm gonna miss my Trumpets Family. I learned a lot sooobrah!!! yeaaah!!!... more more! act more! dance more! "its a place to beeee a staaaar!!!" hahahahahaha live life to the fulleeeest Sana maging HAPPEE taung lahat!!! muaaahugz. Happee!!! Happee!!!! Happee!!! woohooooo!!! I wanna screaaaam!!!

Lesson 101

-Today's Lesson-
Paano Gumawa ng Blogspot template Layout?

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1.Kailangan ng Kompyuter.....2.Mag isip ng disenyo
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3.Isip pa.............................4.Simulan na pag gawa
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5.malapit na matapos...........6.Sakit na ng ulo ko
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7. teka nagriring fon ko ........8. tapos na! yehey!

---Ang dali lang noh. sana may natutunan kayo! ;-)
sa susunod uli... friendster layout naman!


Mixed Emo.

Yesterday, I went to Bagaberde to watch Flipside and MYMP, it's one of my form of relaxation whenever I'm tired and stressed from work and everything kahit na nakakapuyat din, Panalo sa kwela ang Flipside, Winner ang Michael Jackson nila! haha. They also sang Happy by Squareheads, naalala ko ang mga Budz ko! after their set, MYMP naman- Gustong gusto ko talaga version nila ng Friend of Mine!, Robby Romero was also there to perform (Ms.Carla's new Artist) He sang a John Mayer song. Nice voice ha! Dami ding tao after the gig we went muna sa bandroom konting chika, picture then uwi na.
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There's an upcoming blessing sana but I decided not to accept it with my whole heart. I trust God that there's something more waiting for me & I like what I'm doing now. Sana I could get what i want soon and I promise to work for it by hardwork and faith! ---
I'm excited for my upcoming post summer getaway next week.
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I'm bored with my blog layout so Im thinking of changing it soon.
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I'm in the midst of confusion someone made me feel like this, there are questions in my mind but I'm happy anyway! Thanks for the appreciation.
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I accepted already that some things are not meant to be. so let it go...and Be Happy.
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Study more!!! ;-)
I did it kanina using Adobe Photoshop CS2... experiment!
(parang ewan. haha)

wheEew!

Yesterday I went to the ofc to finish some tasks... around 1pm na din ako nakarating, went 1st to Musicademy to get something then went to Pioneer, after a couple of hours I went back to Musicademy to meet JC for a radio ad recording in Makati. It went well naman after the recording balik Shangrila to eat and to give the Cd to kuya Jo for the AD Board clearance. almost 11pm na din ako nakauwi mejo traffic... (nakatxt ko din c krizzy at pipay, hmm... pareho cla ng advise. pag untugin ko kayo eh! haha.dont worry, natauhan na ko- slight) lolz!
--- Kanina, Nag self study ako (new life. hehe) It's a must! I saw a target company na gusto kong applyan but i need more portfolios to upload soon. haaayz. Suddenly, while Im serious studying... my grandma entered my room and lend me a book that i should read daw... Its already open to a page na sinadya ba? haha... hmmm at heto ang nabasa ko... "I now dissolve and put aside all negative, limiting beliefs about where I will work and what kind of job is available to me. I open myself to all of God's possibilities. I call for a perfect, satisfying, well paying job to manifest in my life. I am always in the right place at the right time, for the spirit of God directs my steps. (Prov. 16:9; Rom 5:17) hmmm....
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btw, back to our radio ad... Kuya Jo texted the bad news a while ago... Ad Board did not approved our radio ad!!! (aaaaw!) We need to edit it, So i texted someone from Soundesign if the sound engineer could edit the ad at tanggalin ung isang statement dun. haaay. I will work for it tom. *sigh*. toink.
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Anyway!, I made my own banner ad for my new biz (experiment lang). hahaha filingera!-->

Ü Lo000oose!

Last Monday AM, i found out that my beloved PC was... dead???... ahuhu. Power supply Failure. wala pang one year amf. gusto ko ng ayusin but i need to go to work. Sa work nakita ko ung dati kong crush (*wink*) at yun tinukso tukso na naman ako dun, kahiya! haha. After work Oli and i met at Starbucks Podium dahil nagpapasama cya bumili ng pang get-up nya for her most awaited date este gimik.haha. Pati ako napashopping na naman amf. Anyway happee naman!!! nilibre nya ko sa Jobee yehey! aba dapat lang kase pinagod nya ko noh.haha. todo shopping galore ang lola mo. Paguwi ko... I tried to fix my PC but di ko talaga magawa, so i used muna my vintage laptop para makapagonline lang to check on something and to read some forums re: power supply failure.
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Kanina... I decided to bring my PC to Cyberzone kung saan ko cya binili. too bad hindi ko kaya magisang dalhin yun so my grandmaaah asked someone if he could drive the car for me, going to North! (haay promise talaga mag aaral na ko magdrive!!!) Then nung nasa byahe na, i realized... CODING pala!!! waaah Thank God! nalagpasan namin ang nagkalat na LTO. hehe. At the Shop... Yeah PSU failure nga problem, they will replace the defected PSU after two weeks? (waaah two weeks? hindi pwede!!! pano na ang portfolio, project and everything!) so i decided to buy one na, no choice eh. amf. (gastos na naman!) ok lang basta HAPPEE .
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Sa hauzzz... i fixed again my PC at yun ok na. back to normal life... haha. afterwards, i heard this "new original demo song" (ganda!) na uhmmm sukat sakin? (akalain mo!) "haaaay" yun na lng msasabi ko. Sana...hmmm.

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on the otherside...
Popeye: wapppaaaaaak!
Brutus: Kaboooooom!
Popeye: Tongoingoingoingoingoinkkk!

Brutus: Booooom! pak pak pak!
Popeye: Aaaaaawwww!
Brutus: Wahahahahahahaha!
Popeye: 0____0
huhuhu END GAMEOVER!
(natalo na si Popeye...aaaw)

?!@*!*&^!???

I'm soOo bored eventhough I'm keeping myself busy. weird? I want to swim, I miss the beach, I miss mah old fellas, I want to go to Mango Camp, wanna try wall climbing and racing. I just want to enjoy everything. Lot of questions running in my lately and just keep it to myself. These past few days? Aaay na sad ba naman akoh... Y? ah basta kulit ko kase eh weh!
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btw, I'm happee for my friend for what's happening in her life now, after all the SH%&*s! that she's been through,I hope everything will turn out right. GO gurl! remember our goals and the "criterias" haha! basta happy ako sau sana this is it na like what i told yah. basta happy u, happy din ako. lab ko mga fewnds ko at loyal eh kaya minsan kahit iniiwan iwanan na ako, go pa din! pag hindi ako kailangan? wala nang pakialaman. pwo, go pa din ako! lol. yun lang antok na kooo. pwo teka...
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waaah dami ko nanaman natutunan sa class ko kanina, mga questions na ganun pala yun!? wow! naiinspired tlaga ako. Salamat sa mga certain peeps na inspiration ko. serious na ko promise this is it heto ang gusto ko. nga sobrang nakakatawa pa nung paguwi namin kanina yoko na wento antok na ko. basta naiinspired ako sa goal ko ngaun i wanna fly!!! sama ka? pero mukhang ayaw mo naman.. cge ok lng. yngat. Godbless! haha. cno ba kausap ko? waah antok na nga kase ako eh babye!

So Perfect =)

Today?...i used my spare time sa hobby ko na malapit ko ng carereen! ;) nagpractice ako mag web layout at gumawa din ng Slide show ng So Perfect ng MYMP. Thanks to Jovi for the pics. Good job dude! & Thanks also to Ate Lisel for the pics that she took sa shooting ng MTV nila ju sa St.James. We will post it also sa MYMP Website: www.mympband.com
Yesterday, I went to Podium to meet Rissa & attended technical meeting for Promil Event in Greenhills. It went well naman, after the meeting we went back to Podium na but before going home niyaya ko muna si Ate Amor nag magwindow shopping pero nakapagshopping kami ng di oras! haha ang BI ko talaga... i bought new skinny jeans, 2 cute blouses and pair of black flat pointed shoes. hahaha shopping galore kami. sabi ko magtitipid na ako! hehe. hapee naman, hmp.hehe. Oli texted me also because she needs a full attire for her gimik, I'm her offcial fashion guru kase. yun lang ang boring ng araw. hahaha. wala ng gumugulo sakin. LOLz

You can't stop the beat!

Sooo busy, happeee, sometimes inizzz... Naiinis ako last week, i feel sooo outcast. amf. basta. behave na lang ako. Anyway!, Showcase galore na.Ganda ng Company Call nila Maits & JC. congrats, I love the song "True Colors" also Forever Friends of T.Jun O. but what i love the most is ung Hairspray ni Johan! galing! 3 thumbs up! ( You can't stop the beat! hehe) Nice talaga ung mga songs. 1 week of shows pa... lapit na mag end ang Playshop :(
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About my Class? yeah I'm enjoying it now, dami kong natutunan, sooo excited to learn more... I realize that this is what i want, I'm doing some layouts now for my portfolio. It's nice to be back in IT world!!! :)
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Im happee for my bro and his wife for their baby boy soon. also he got a new better job! hmmm & a new car?! new laptop?!... nice bro!... and guess what? my momma already allowed me to drive/use the car! (kunyari pa yun... sakin din bibigay yun! haha), I will take driving lessons after my dreamweaver course. yehey karera na toh este road trip na toh wooohooo! Nice to have wheels din para atleast safe pag gagabihin ng uwi.
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hmmm. I think... It's over... it's really over... will try to get over! hahaha. Anyway!, I'm Happee... inspite of everything, there's someone out there na di ko naman ineexpect e naaalala ako sa simpleng "hi" at "kamusta" sana di ka magbago, salamat sa fwendship. salamat sayo... ;)
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Way back into love...

Song from Music and Lyrics.
Fave ko yan, nice tinugtog nila ju ito nung sat =)



I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Aaawww...

One of my favourite forwarded messages that I got a while ago, Thanks!... I’m sooo touched and enlightened with this message and yes this is TRUE and I want to share this message with yah all!

"I guess there's just a point in my life were, I just have to accept that not everything I dreamed or hoped for will come true, A time when I just have to gather the courage to let go and just entrust everything to God, knowing he wont allow me to be in pain for the sake of hurting but for the sake of learning. I truly understand that He knows me more than I know myself, that even when I feel alone and misunderstood and even sometimes unloved and used there's still someone who knows all my flaws yet loves me unconditional like no one can.."


Im so so so....

Im so so so.... btw, lapit na matapos ang playshop, showcase na! parang kelan lang huh... nakakamiss, this is my last term na kase (naks!) mamimiss ko ung mga tao dun =(
---Yeah my class started at MFI, last sat (May 12). I was surprised to know that my friend Karen was also enrolled. Too bad, Oli can't make it because of her Grandpa's Internment. We learned HTML which i already studied before, parang nirefresh n lng ung knowledge ko, In just 4 hours madami ng natutunan =) Im still thinking for my "topic" for the next session. I'm excited too to learn the power of dreamweaver! Dapat I'm going out with a friend but hindi natuloy... I want sana to go to Eastwood but mejo pagod na din ako... My friend Johnna texted me that she saw MYMP (my fave band) performing... Sayang but it's ok, I'm going to their gig naman on the 19th.
---Sunday... Mother's Day, I went to the church, Mother's day special but wala akong mom! haha! i bought her cake. Anyway! I'm thinking of going out, mejo boring kase wala naman ako makasama then my friend Xley texted me if we could watch movie since hindi din natuloy ung lakad nya.We watch movie sa Promenade, Greenhills. Nice ung cinema, i like the concept of the interior and the exterior of the place. after watching we stayed muna sa starbucks then uwi na... hindi pa ko makatulog so nagonline muna ako... naka confe ko din mag college buddies ko, some friends and my ex-ofcmate Jerome,na kausap ko tungkol sa isang seryosong bagay. we're talking about something, something that bugging my head lately =( thanks for all the advices dude. salamat sa matinong usapin! I really appreciate it sobra sana sana... lam mo na un pre! I know that GOD will make a way. ayt? =)
---Monday...Election, before that, Im talking to my bessy sa YM... same topic, tungkol sa kashongahan ko, parehas sila ng advice ni Jerome sa kin... ganun talaga bakit kaya may mga tao talagang INSENSITIVE?. hmmm Anyway!!! my mom and I went to the precint before 3pm humabol pa kami... ayun vote na kmi. ok naman sana naman walang kadayaang magaganap! haaayz hehe!
---Tuesday...After my work. I went out with a friend. yun lang... hahaha =)

***to sum up all!!! lately talaga, shonga shongahan ako. mixed emotions= happy, excited, surprised, sad, disappointed, hurt, happy, sad, hurt, confused... yun lang. btw si fwendship Oli, tamputampuhan pa! dba nagkakaintindihan naman tau pag ganun? hmp. haha. wabyah fwend! =)

"i never knew what love was...til i met you..."

Til I met you... performed by Juris & Chin
Guesting at Sharon last May 6. =)
Enjoy the vid!


Puerto Galera Trip

Yeah! After my Potipot Island Trip... Puerto Galera naman (April 21, 22 and 23), with friends- Chris,Kaiku,Xley,Badjo and Camille! 3 days kmi dun, syang nga lng at nauna ng umuwi ung 2, busy kase ang buhay hehe. happy naman, minsan boring pag ala ng magawa! hahaha! Ang daming tao, girls, guys and gays haha! 1st day namin, nagswimming kmi, ung iba natulog, nung gabi nag alay lakad kmi haha... then bumili cla ng drinks na dinala namin sa house, we watched TV, kwentuhan, inom, kain... then mejo nahilo ko ng konti, ewan ko ba. mga 5 minutes lng naman haha. ayun mejo tired na din kaya we decided na matulog na... 2nd day, I woke up around 8am, nagbreakfast kami then swimming and pichur! haha... umuwi na din cna Badjo at Camille huhu. sayang. around 1pm we ate halo halo na puro sahog! hahaha. then chika muna at bumalik sa uli sa beach, ligo, pichur... nung gabi na we stayed sa seashore, kain, inom, kwento! then kumain uli sila... ako hindi na, sumama pakiramdam ko at naiba ung mood ko. Hindi ko tuloy natikman ung choco shake, nawala ako sa mood e. (downloading mode) haha. then ayun tulog. kinabukasan last day, we went dun sa kabilang side ng sea, we climb dun sa mountain, matarik cya at mejo nakakatakot, lakasan na lng ng loob! gusto ko ung mga ganung adventure eh... challenging!!! ganda dun sa part na un.. ciempre hindi nawala ang pichurs haha... yun lng after nun madali na kmi pabalik ng house to prepare. Nagpahenna na din kami, we took our lunch late na, na move pa ung flight namin (hahahaha sasakay ng airplane??? boracay??? hahaha) ng 2pm kase di kaya ng time namin. bitin! haha. ayun uwian na.... huhu! work nanaman haaaay! anyway, masaya yung trip. sa uulitin mga dude!!! ang itim ko na. shocks nasayang ang glutha ko!!! amf!!! hahaha =)



more pix at my multiply account