Sweet Sassy Princess

a diary of a princess wannabe!

Welcome to my Palace!

Hi I'm Jhellai, a girl with a fantastic and mind-boggling imagination. lols. a photographer wannabe, a frustrated writer and a multimedia artist in the making.

Visit her palace to witness the "princess" journey- Her ups and downs and victory. Will she find the word "everafter?"...

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"We dream of fairytale endings with our prince fighting the dragon and the evil witch.. but in reality, sometimes the prince simply makes the princess fall in love, then the princess will do all the fighting.."

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"Sometimes i wanna cry out my long kept tears. But I'm scared that no one will bother to show some care and that's why i decided to keep it all here and i dont care even if if will be to hard to bear because sometimes... Even friends don't mind if your in pain as long as they see you smile, they assume you are ok."

I feel alone right now.

As of this moment Oct 18, 2008 9:31pm, I feel so ALONE and SAD without any reasons or maybe just a plain and simple reasons... why? i wish i'm with my friends right now... I'm missing them so much, I've been busy for a long time. I miss my OPS team, i wish I could be with them in Cebu RIGHT NOW!!! I guess they were having fun there but me? im here inside my room ALONE. I can't join them because we have a big family reunion tomorrow (sunday) i have to chose my family because they should be my priority. I'm kinda teary eyed now while typing this... i know im over reacting but im just being true! Can you please comfort me? im alone... im alone... yes ALONE and i hate it!!! Make me HAPPY now... :(