Sweet Sassy Princess

a diary of a princess wannabe!

Welcome to my Palace!

Hi I'm Jhellai, a girl with a fantastic and mind-boggling imagination. lols. a photographer wannabe, a frustrated writer and a multimedia artist in the making.

Visit her palace to witness the "princess" journey- Her ups and downs and victory. Will she find the word "everafter?"...

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"We dream of fairytale endings with our prince fighting the dragon and the evil witch.. but in reality, sometimes the prince simply makes the princess fall in love, then the princess will do all the fighting.."

Isang linggong Pagibig. este gastos.

hello! slight busy busyhan / emo mode ako this week. :) ang gastos ko my gosh!!! naiinis ako. simulan natin...

Last Sunday I went to the Mall... I bought a dress sa Bayo. ang cute kase e! plus ung orange blouse sa Dept store. sabi ko na di ako gagastos pero... *gulo buhok* haaay.


Monday- I went to the bank para mang hold-up ete para magdeposit at magwithdraw haha adik. I went to the mall again to buy some kaartehan for my hygiene stuffs then i headed str8 na to my derma. after my treatment, I'm back to the mall, i saw a nice top again, so what can u expect? I bought it... after that i went to the Optical shop to buy 2 pairs of contact lens (gray & blue).


Tuesday- Si Waquin nasa hauz!!! yey! yaya mode!!!.


Wednesday- we had only 1 show so im kinda bored pa... i shop again! this time ung mga kailangan ko like... hair rollers and hairspray! (haha kailangan ko ba nyan???) wala lang natuwa ako kase color pink!, metalic blue cutix (ang arte talaga), and some personal stuffs na. haaay enough! jhellai uwe!!! (sabi ng kunsensya ko)


Thursday- Bad trip ako umagang umaga. eniwei, I gave 1k to my mom for my DSL payment. After our show. I went straight to Trinoma (mall nanaman ito!) what can u expect again? I shop!... but!!! for my nephew. i bought some stuffs from Osh Kosh. hindi pa ko nakuntento. I went to SM North to buy shoes for the baby (I'm with my friends- Ivy & Mic)... So ayun uwi na gad kase manunuod pa ko ng... Marimar! bwaaahahahaha!!!


Friday- Busy-busyhan... hehehe. i got my cheque for first name! woohooo . This time deretso uwi na ko yehey!( well... my isa pa kong cheque na hinihintay- 2 months na kong pinapaasa kahit na trinabaho ko naman un. sinayang nyo ang oras ko! lesson: wag magtitiwala basta basta! well, kahit na ginaganyan nyo ko thankful ako dahil blessed pa din ako kase wala akong dinedehado na tao. at kung puro salita lang lagi maririnig ko... tao din ako marunong akong lumaban! lahat ng tatapak sa akin, kakain ng lupa. hahaha). enough! umiinit ang ulo ko.
Saturday- Ngayon yun! wala kong magawa pero maraming dapat gawin...hmp. baka pumunta ako sa friend ko later dahil my hihiramin ako sa kanya. my trick or treat kapatid ko sa school so inayusan ko cya-->


Sunday- OO bukas yun- Oct 28, It's Waquin's Christening & Musicademy anniv, baka hindi na ko makapunta sa shang... :(

So ano nga bang sked ko next week...???
Oct 29- Meeting/ Briefing/ Rehe sa Makati.
Oct 30- Event sa Manila Peninsula
Oct 31- Appointment kay Doctora (tentative)
Nov 1- Date with my relatives' souls (hehe)
Nov 2- Free ako- sinong magpapabook sa oras ko? text na! 1st come. 1st serve. haha
Nov 3- Halloween-Costume Partee / Reunion with college budz
Nov 4- Rest...... dahil ngarag at puyat ako nyan for sure!!!

Babuuush!!! :P

Masaya o Malungkot?

Ang bilis bilis ng panahon... sobra, hindi ko alam kung magiging excited ba ako o hindi. gusto ko munang huminto yung ikot ng mundo. Ang dami pang katanungan na gusto kong mabigyan ng kasagutan. (ang lalim) Ang dami kong gustong gawin. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang tama at ang uunahin ko pero alam kong magagawa ko yun. Masaya ako ngayong panahong ito pero hindi ko lang maintindihan bakit sa tuwing masaya ako, may taong nararamdaman kong naiinis dahil masaya ako, hindi ako maintindihan kahit ipaliwanag ko na. sige ako na lng yung mali, ok lang sa akin, ako na lahat, ako, ako, ako... at hindi ko kailangan magpaliwanag pa sa ibang tao kung ano man ang totoo, akalain na nila kung ano ako, sabihin na nila ang gustong sabihin sa akin, wala akong paki alam. ok lang sa akin kung ano magiging tingin ng iba basta ang mahalaga kilala ko yung sarili ko kung ano ako. Parang minsan gusto ko na magpapanggap na lang ako na malungkot dahil nararamdaman ko mas maayos sila pag malungkot ako, tahimik ang buhay. hindi ko maintindihan- paranoid lang ba ko? pero eto yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. Lagi na lang ako ang nagbibigay o nagpaparaya para lang sumaya yung mga tao sa paligid ko... pero kapag ako na? parang nararamdaman ko tutol na ang lahat.

Bawal ba akong maging masaya?...
Tama na ang drama.

1 week ago. emo. Halloween

ey-yoh! bakit ganun my times talaga na tinatamad akong mag blog. pero cge... well, last week busy-busyhan ang drama ko....

1 WEEK AGO

MOA Centerstage

Tuesday: 10am to 10pm -MOA -centerstage. Rehearsal for First Name. First time kong nabasa ung script. So ganun pala yung story nun... Nice and sooo touching!

Wednesday: 10am to 10pm pa din. so ngarag talaga. I got my allowance! yehey. Rehearsal pa din kinabahan ng konti kase baka mamali ako ng que at baka sigawan ako sa Mic si Direk Freddie. hehe pero ok naman pala hehe... then 7pm -TDR/Preview (SM Night).



Thursday: 8am nasa MOA na ko. layo din ng byahe ko ah. 1 hour and half. carry lang :) may nangyari pang kahihiyan sa akin sa MRT!!! haha. sakin na lng yun. 10am & 2pm yung show. ung 2pm show, Press Preview... around 4:30... ikot & chikahan muna sa MOA then mga 7pm uwi na almost 9pm na ko nakauwi. kapagod.

Friday: mga 12:30 na ata ako dumating ng MOA. 2pm ang show. around 4:30. we decided to go to SM Marilao para mag merienda! (South to North ah- 1 hour & half byahe) hehe... adik. gabi na din ako nakauwi.

Saturday: Dapat pupunta akong Mall with Berochie kaso parehas kami tinamad sa pagod na din ng nagdaang week... my gagawin sana ko para sa isang raket ko kaso di ko na nagawa pa dahil parang feeling ko latang lata ako. so nagpahinga talaga ako at bawal sa kin ma stress e.

Sunday: Hindi ako nakapagchurch. sorry Lord :( pero natuloy kmi ni Berochie sa SM (guilty tuloy me)... Ikot, Shopping, Grocery, Chikkahan. Bumili ako ng mga cereals & fresh milk for my new healthy lifestyle! hanggat kaya ko iiwasan ko ng kumain ng mga walang sustansyang pagkain. Gabi n din ako nauwi. ang sakit ng paa ko.

EMO
Monday: I went to the Clinic for my treatment dahil nga sa allergies at infection na toh na biglang nag hello world! hmp., mejo less pain nman, unlike my 2nd treatment na hindi na lng ako makapag react sa sakit na gusto ko ng bumangon sa higaan at wala n kong luha dahil expected ko na ung sakit. winner talaga. at sanay na ko sa napakadaming injection , parang kagat lng ng langgam mga 20 na langgam hehehe... traumatic! basta yun na yon!!! ang importante I'm getting better na... tsaka ok na, i can face the world! haha. I just dont like the marks... patience lang... babalik uli ako sa monday sa doc.

Jusmiyo ang gastos ko!!! Thank God hindi ako nauubusan ng raket. Nagkaroon ako ng mga web "rakets" then heto sa production naman ako til december, ok na din freelancer ako kase regular naman ung Salary at until December lang naman, I can accept pa rakets outside basta hindi tatama sa scheds ng mga shows namin, para makapag rest din. By January... babalik na ko sa Corporate World at paghahandaan ko talaga yun! hehe.

HALLOWEEN
I'm organizing a Halloween Party for my Budz and ka Block nung college to be held at Oli's Place. I'm planning to set up band instrument for the jamming session. too bad ung drumset ni Oli hindi pa daw nya napapaayos. tapos ung guitar nya sira pa. pero gagawa pa din ako ng paraan masaya kase my live music lalo na mga talented pa naman ung mga friends ko naks! at music ung nabubuo at hindi noise barrage! hehe. namimiss ko lang kase ung mga jamming moments namin nung college. kase kung hindi, i will end up setting up the videoke, ikes! haha. Tapos ung iba pa ang tagal mag confirm ng attendance nila, pasaway?. Ay Bawal sa kin ma stress ok. Salamat sa mga nagconfirm! Gosh ano kaya ang costume ko? ung iba excited na din sa costume nila.ung iba KJ... bahala kau hehe... yung food. ayoko magpalawal haha. pot lock na lng cguro. well, i will text them all for the updates. yun lang!!! excited ako ha please wag nyo kong ifrustrate ha kung hindi... friendship is over! HEHE :P

I'l Be Alright

First time ko lang narinig ang song na to kanina sa MYX... Nagandahan ako. Ang senti... :) I love the lyrics too :)



Thanks to vivamusicgroup for the video.

I’ll Be Alright

by Sarah Geronimo

It’s time for me to let you know
I am so glad that I have you
Through all these years
I am so thankful

Now that I’ve grown
I’ll always be thinking of you
With all the things you taught me so
Always remember

I’ll be alright, I’ll be ok
I will be good learning all the way
All from the heart, these things I do
I’ll make you proud because I love you
I’ll be alright, I’ll be ok
I will be fine
And I’ll be good all the way
All from the heart, these things I do
I’ll make you proud because I do
I love you so

I will stand tall and I’ll try not to fall
As I reach all of my goals
I will go on, I will move on
All because of you
For you

I’ll be alright, I’ll be ok
I will be good learning all the way
All from the heart, these things I do
I’ll make you proud because I love you
I’ll be alright, I’ll be ok
I will be fine
And I’ll be good all the way
All from the heart, these things I do
I’ll make you proud because I do
I love you so
I love you so
I love you so

How to Overcome Sadness

We all have bad days, but don't let them ruin how you feel about yourself or others.
  1. List everything in your life you are thankful for and be happy. Put humor in your life! Learn to laugh at yourself or rent your favourite funny videos. Do not make any big decisions while you're in this state. Wait until you're feeling better so you can rationally weigh the ups and downs of your decisions. Do something that you enjoy or that will keep you busy, like cleaning your house, volunteer, or read your favorite book.
  2. Try to make some plans with your friends. Chances are that you'll have tons of fun. Don't expect too much of yourself. Face the things that you're dreading. Once you do, you're bound to feel a lot better. Buy yourself or someone else a gift. Relax. Take a long walk by yourself to think things over, take a bubble bath, or listen to soothing music. Be sure to get enough sleep by going to bed and waking up at reasonable times. Being tired makes you feel more stressed and annoyed.
  3. Give someone a hug. Everybody likes those. It'll make both of you feel good. Know that what you are going through is very common. Talk to someone you trust about what you are feeling - they can help you sort through your emotions.
  4. Get some exercise. When you exercise, your body makes more special chemicals called endorphins that help to improve your mood. Regular exercise will also help to maintain a regular even appetite and sleep schedule - both important to your mental state as well. Practice deep relaxation exercises. Pray or read something inspirational . Don't dwell on your weaknesses or mistakes. Think of things that you love about yourself or that you've done to help someone. Be proud of yourself and your accomplishments.
  5. Prepare for tests early. Eat healthier meals and snacks. A good diet helps you both physically and mentally.
  6. Set realistic goals. Always take things one step at a time. Stop worrying about things that may never happen. Find yourself. Get involved with things you like to do. Keep a journal . Your journal can act as someone you can always vent to and will never judge you. Make time for fun.
  7. Do something totally selfless and anonymous - volunteer at a shelter or local treatment facility. Give thought to how much you have if you have a roof over your head, food to eat and are healthy.
  8. Do not try to get rid of your bad thoughts -specially in loss of a loved one- by fighting them when they came to your mind. Just let them move through your head, think of them, but don't let them take control over you. Manage them, for example if you are at work, leave them for a better to time think of. Struggling in order to get rid of some thoughts will make them stronger.
  9. Remember that your mind is a battleground and you are the one who has to write the story of this battle. If you solve any problem inside your head, no longer it's of importance that if the truth is the way you like it or not. Is there anything happening in the real world when you don't know of it. In better words from works of Jean Baudrillard the French philosopher if a tree falls and a reporter from NY Times is not there, has the tree fallen at all?
Seize the day everyone!

Source: http://www.wikihow.com/Overcome-Sadness

I'm Back

OMG. I'm sooo busy this past weeks. I have no time to blog! but look, I already change my blog profile! :) I so so so miss life! But what can i do?... :( Sooo depressed the other week because of some kinda annoying allergic reaction, that i don't want the world to see me. *sigh* but eniwei, I'm more better now than last week... I just need to change my lifestyle and continue my medications. I need to drink 8-12 glasses of water ( i used to drink 3-4 glasses a day before), Oh I need to Sleep early around 9-10pm! (bawal ng mapuyat) I need Lot's of Vitamin A in my body, more veggies and fresh fruits and i think i should refrain from eating some of my fave seafoods. I'm soo skinny & I hate it. Ok forget about this annoying thingy...

Oh btw, I saw Waquin again last friday night! He is sooo cute and adorable. Waquin is my Nephew, the new additonal joy in the family. He's my bro's son. I hope to see this baby again soon!!! =)




6 weeks old





1 day old

More of him soon!!! :)