Sweet Sassy Princess

a diary of a princess wannabe!

Welcome to my Palace!

Hi I'm Jhellai, a girl with a fantastic and mind-boggling imagination. lols. a photographer wannabe, a frustrated writer and a multimedia artist in the making.

Visit her palace to witness the "princess" journey- Her ups and downs and victory. Will she find the word "everafter?"...

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"We dream of fairytale endings with our prince fighting the dragon and the evil witch.. but in reality, sometimes the prince simply makes the princess fall in love, then the princess will do all the fighting.."

Randomness Galore + Big Girls Don' Cry.

weee!!! i'm back!. I'm quite busy recently... aaaaw. last July 10 ung last blog ko... so lets start with...
July 11 (wednesday)- my first day sa new job ko. weeee. I'm adjusting to the new environment. I miss my former colleagues, our kulitan and asaran during office hours! aawww. haha. After my work, I wento Bagaberde for MYMP's despedida. Masaya nung night na yun one of the best! jamming/request galore kase. I saw a friend wayback college days sa Bagaberde. (hmmm small world huh? "muling ibalik..." haha =p) Eniwei, late na din natapos at sobrang antok at ngarag na ko my pasok pa kinabukasan. Happy naman =)
July 14 (saturday)- After my meeting sa office. I went to Trinoma to meet my college friends. We had late lunch, watched HP5, stroll around and had dinner. Na meet ko din si lalie. We went home around 10pm. pagod na din kase at 1pm pa magkakasama na kami.
July 22 (sunday)- My Birthday! Yahoo! My friends went to our house for a simple celebration. Im soo happy that night. One of the best bdays i ever had! at hindi masyadong umulan yehey! Thank you guys for making my day sooo memorable!!! i will never forget it. Simple lang pero masaya =) I love you all! Salamat din sa mga nag greet sa akin. yey! muaaaaah! happeeee!!! ***heto nanaman ako. ang dami nanamang pumapasok sa isip ko na gusto ko gawin at bilhin. haaay! hmmm i wanna curl my hair, i want a digital perm buuut!!! di pa pala pwede coz i got my hair semi rebonded last May... So... dahil pasaway ako sa hair... I colored it with Revlon's Medium Ash Blonde hahaha! at ngaun I'm doing treatment sa hair ko using chocolate mud treatment wax. =)

Anyway! i looove this song huh--->
BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY- FERGIE


Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

Ang Tagal.

Grabe. ang tagal kong di nag blog. nakakatamad kase. ang dami nangyari mixed emo,ayun huli na ang lahat wala na ko magagawa. (hahaha) Sooo busy doing layouts din.I might enroll again (flash) this coming August. May mangyayari pa lang pero di ko alam kung "will" ba talaga yun, but i prayed naman na If it is God's will eh maging ok ang maging discussion. On the other side... Waaah I'm still waiting... I'm still searching!!! nasaan ka na ba? bakit hindi mo ko makita?!!! amf. Anyway! Look at my new bed set -up. (hindi po yan nursery. isip bata lang talaga ung may ari.haha) Kulang pa... I will buy 3 throw pillows (metallic purple and silver).




For Good =)

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun.
Like a stream the meets a boulder halfway through the wood.
Like a ship blown from its mooring by a wind off the sea.
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?
And because I knew you
I have been changed for good.