Sweet Sassy Princess

a diary of a princess wannabe!

Welcome to my Palace!

Hi I'm Jhellai, a girl with a fantastic and mind-boggling imagination. lols. a photographer wannabe, a frustrated writer and a multimedia artist in the making.

Visit her palace to witness the "princess" journey- Her ups and downs and victory. Will she find the word "everafter?"...

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"We dream of fairytale endings with our prince fighting the dragon and the evil witch.. but in reality, sometimes the prince simply makes the princess fall in love, then the princess will do all the fighting.."

*DREAM*

There were two best friends named Nick and Andrea. Nick is a Bachelor and an Engineer in a reputable Company while Andrea is a Designer in her own Boutique. Andrea’s shop is near Nick’s office so whenever he’s free he always drops by to Andrea and shares his “hopeless romantic stories”.

“She brightens up my day…and every time I see her my heart keeps on falling and falling….” Nick giggles.

Andrea laughed and throws a piece of a satin cloth to Nick’s face.

“She’s always our topic. Why don’t you try to ask her for a lunch date? Dinner date? Movie date? Or whatever!?”

“It’s not easy…” Nick said

“Torpe ka lang! at guilty!!! hahaha! Andrea teases Nick.

“Hmmm Actually, Me too Nick… I Think I’m falling in love with the man i met few months ago… He’s always in my dream and I can’t get him out of my mind” Andrea revealed.

Nick laughed and forced her to tell who she was talking about.

“Hmmm…a new found friend. I met him i think 10 months ago. Do you remember when we went to a party with our friend Ashley? He’s there… and that was the first time he smiled at me. At first it was like nothing but recently I woke up thinking of him. He gets my number when he catches me online, he gave to me his number too but we rarely texts each other. Sometimes he leaves offline messages…” Andrea smiled while holding a flower vase in her table.

“So how did he know your Chat ID? Nick asked.

“It’s another story to tell. Hahaha”

“Oh Whatever! Andrea I really need your help. What would I do? I’m in love with her… I’m planning to tell her what I really feel after I resign on my job soon. I don’t want to fall in love with her but I can’t fight my feelings. She makes me happy… She made me realize that life is beautiful.”

“Good for you… but Let’s control our feelings with them Nick!”

“Yes Andrea, control!”

“But anyway… It’s free to dream ayt?”

“Yes FREE!!!” Nick agrees.

“Remember Nick back in college. Sam courted me while Sophie came to your life. but me? end up single!” Andrea laughed.

Nick said “Maybe now? It’s the other way around!”

“Or… same? Will both end up with nothing! Hahaha” Nick and Andrea laughed

Andrea said…
“What if we will end up with them? I can ask him to watch some shows for you & your girl, for free! Since he is a musical director of some concerts and events. Hahaha! Then he will ask you about my favourites just to surprise me! Isn’t it cool? Hahaha! I can ask your girl about her beauty tips too! because I like her skin! Hahaha. You can also ask my man to help you arrange the songs you wrote before and dedicate it to your girl? Hmmm we will have double dates! We will go out of town trips! hahaha”

“Hey Andrea its funny! but it’s free to dream!!!”

The two keeps on laughing while seating on the green couch, suddenly a client came; Andrea goes back to her table to entertain her client. Nick realizes it’s almost 1pm and he needs to go back to his office.

“Hey Andrea, I’ll see you again soon, I’m going back to the office. I need to finish some projects. By the way thanks for your time and remember… It’s free to Dream!”

“Hahaha! See you again soon! Take care

*I Can't Make You Love Me...*


Turn Down The Light

Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close
Don't patronise
Don't patronise

'Cause i can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something that it won't
Here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And i feel the power
But you won't, no you won't

'Cause i can't make you love me if you don't
I'll close my eyes, then i won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Mornin' will come and i'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And i will give up this fight

'Cause i can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something that it won't
Here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And i feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause i can't make you love me if you don't...

*The Promise*

I watched the movie "The Promise". It was reportedly grossed more than P10 million during its opening day(waaaah!). well, It's really nice. This film is directed by Mike Tuviera, Richard and Angel played more mature roles and I can say sobrang bagay talaga sa kanila ung role. I'm not a fan of Richard and Angel but maganda yung movie kahit my scene na imposible... (mah opinion). The settings, make ups, clothes etc, ok cya... Eugene Domingo (she played yaya) was so funny! :) at ang gwapo ni Richard & super gorgeous ni Angel. Ok din yung mga love scenes nila (haha!). Ang kulit nila pareho at katuwa ung arte ni Angel :) yung kasama kong nanonood eh nakakarelate daw cya... hmmm hahaha!!! oo nakakarelate cya dun sa yaya! hahaha. peace!!! :D pasaway! tapos natatawa pa cya pag sinasabi ko na kamukha ko si Angel! hmmp (nakakatawa naman talaga. haha) I like Angel's Hair kaya un ang papagawa ko sa wedding ko este ng brothah ko na wish ko lang ayusin na nila anong petsa na! hehe! well if u have time to watch.. try to watch it yun lang. :P

*MYMP's 1st Araneta Concert*

I wrote this last Nov 19 2005. I think i posted it on my friendster blog... but il post it again here... I just want to reminisce! :) hahaha



Last Nov 18 2005, I watched MYMP concert ( mah 1st time to see them live). The show starts an hour late… 9pm to be exact. All lights turn off, the crowd screams. The intro of “Tell Me Where It Hurts” was played;Chin first came out followed by Juris and she start to sing “Waiting In Vain”. She was nervous! It was followed by “Get Me” with their MTV at the background. Medyo nervous pa din cya, making her voice low at parang kinakapos… After that, she explains the next song heto daw yung nagpakilala sa kanila… “A Little Bit”, people also participate in their song. Juris said na Sho-shock daw cya! After that, she sang “Kailan” and “Sa Kanya” It was a beautiful rendition. A medley of Songs followed such as “Pagdating ng Panahon, Moonlight Over Paris, Nasaan Ka na? and Let Me be the One”, this time Chin participated (vocal). After this, their guest appeared “Southborder”, Jay Durias was on the keyboard with the two other vocalists, and they sang “Let’s stay Together”. Jay Played the Theme song of Darna, and Juris sang on her own version. After that relaxing number, southborder sang “Ikaw Nga” Juris again appeared with her new outfit and they performed Freestyle’s “Sweet” (is it ayt?) but, it’s time for their first guest to say goodbye. Juris sang “Too Many Walls”, followed by “I’ll Never Get over you” grabe pag kinanta na nya ang ganda talaga. Next song is an OPM song, Juris says, theme song daw ng buhay nya! People wondered what song it is, yun pala it was a classic OPM song “Nakapagtataka” After that heartbreaking number, Juris change her outfit while Chin played on his guitar, intro of “Why” played, Juris appeared with her cute outfit and sang the song. It was followed by “Hand in my pocket”,”Don’t Speak”, “Ironic”, “Ought a Know”, “The Reason” (Chin on vocal) and Complicated. Galing ng production number na yon. After that, a music video was played “Music of Goodbye” a classic foreign song, sang by juris. (Change outfit at pahinga muna yung dalawa…) After that lumabas c juris wearing an 80’s outfit from the audience sa may patron. She sang Madonna’s hits such as “Borderline”, “Cherish”, and “Material Girl”. After that groovy number, she says, the next song is her personal favourite… “Crazy for you”, this makes people shout and scream! Pati ako kahit I’m crazy for… nothing! Hehe! After that pasok agad sa loob si juris after 30 seconds ata bumalik at naka Gown ang lola mo! She sang “Inseparable” after the number rest muna cya. Janno Gibbs came out and sang “Fallin” after that nagkulitan muna sila nila Juris at Chin they did the “Balakubak Portion”! yun yung nakakatawang part. After that, Janno and Juris sang “If I’m not in Love”. Again it’s time for janno to say goodbye. This time Juris was very emotional, she sang “Celine Dion’s Because You Loved Me” dedicated to her mom, family, friends and people who support them, she was crying while singing, she hugged her mom…it was a very touching part; it was her dream come true daw. After that emotional number she sang the songs from their versions album, “Talaga Naman” (cute!), “Constantly” (kind’ a relate! hmmmm), “No Ordinary Love” (I can relate before… hmMmm, lalo na yung line na: “This is not your Ordinary, No Ordinary Love, I was not prepared enough to fall so deep in love…This is not your ordinary no ordinary love, You are the first who touched my heart makes everything right again with your extra ordinary love…haaaay), “Beauty and Madness” (Chin on vocals), “Love Moves”(I hope, Love Moves for me in mysterious ways! :-P hahaha), “Tell Me where It hurts” (I want to sing this song for someone…sakin na lng yun! hope that someone will sing this song for me too…) and “Especially For you” (someday, someday...We’re going to sing this song …asaaa!)”grabe wala ako ma say sa portion na yan! Panalo talaga! Then, Juris explain that Christmas is fast approaching so she serenade us with a very touching and emotive Christmas ballad entitled “Merry Christmas” (one of my favourite Christmas Song) So tama na senti, she did fast number like Break Out (not sure for the title), Star, and the finale “Every Little Thing”. Haaaay the concert is over but that was a blast! It’s almost past 12MN late kase nag start eh, Grabe galing I’m looking forward to watch them again live. Congrat's MYMP Band!

*Night Out* Bday+Vday

Last Feb 13, i went out with my friends. Bry Celebrated his 24th Birthday at Gerry's Grill- Morato. Nag meet kmi ni Oli sa SM north- nagcanvass pa kmi ng laptop, then we took a cab na going to the venue (infront of ABS-CBN) sayang 2 lng kmi ni oli na representative ng barkada. Busy kase sa work ung iba. but nameet namin mga officemates ni bry. So far... nabusog kmi ni Oli! (Thanks Bry!) i love the squid!!! yummy. After Gerry's hindi pa kami nakuntento. We went to a KTV bar- Music 21 (me, Oli, Bry & Fred). Nagconcert lng naman kami! pati ung friend ni Bry na si fred napakanta ng hindi oras! aayaw ayaw pa yun pala makikiagaw din sa mic. Ciempre mga themesong ng buhay ang mga kinanta, lalo na ang bday girl este boy na napakanta din! haha! It's funny pa kse by Artist ung songlist nila so mahirap maghanap kung hindi mo alam ang name ng artist. I texted a friend pa to ask for the artist ng "Nothings gonna stop us now". So when our turn came... ayan na Nothing's gonna stop us na! (yehey!) pero ang tumugtog eh "Nothing can stop us now- Rick Price". kamusta naman! hahaha. na frustrate kami. hahaha! & then when i came home i checked our playlist sa house tama naman na starship ung kumanta. haaay Music 21 haller!!! well yun lng almost 2 hours din km dun inabutan na din kmi ng Valentine dun hehe. well that's all for now... :)

Here's our pictures--->Bry's Bday Celeb

*Kolehiyo koh*

Interesting survey got from my friendster bulletin!

taken last sept 2003- Laguna

Course mo? * BS Information Technology
Fave campus tambayan? * classroom or catwalk
San kau palage kumakain? * Budz Cafe, Mcdonalds, Tokyo2...
College life crush? * c **a***s!!! *wink*
Anong hindi mo mkkalimutan nung 1st year ka? * I met mah True friends and sino na nga yun?d bale wala namang kwenta un!
Pinaka nkakaasar na tao sa campus? * friend namin dati ngaun hindi na walang iba kundi c I**N!!! bwahahaha
Like math subject? * haaay ayoko nga eh :(
Fave mong kgroup pg groupings? * friends...cla oli etc... any basta maayos ka group.
Kaninong fave haus kayo lage gumagawa pg group proj? * kina olivene our 2nd home! haha!
Sino mdalas mong kasama? * si sheryl-->hindi mabubuhay ng wala ako. haha ayt gurl?
I 'am her personal spokeperson too! miss yah gurlashoo!
Fave pntahan pg walang class? * SM??? haha! Oli's house or Ombie's...
May ROTC/NSTP ka ba? * nope
San building nyo? * 'CC, CB, NB tama ba? haha bsta depende sa class!
Fave school supply shop? * National & dun sa tapat ng skul hahaha
Fave minor subjects * P.E.! Economics, Psycho, Phicon (promise!)
Fave Classroom? * Thesis room at guluhin ang buhay ni mam mangalonzo hahaha
tapos pag aayusin pa kami ng mga thesis books then mag papa bible study
muna cya bago magpacheck ng docus! hahaha!
Fave major subject? * GUI, mulmed, Innet, Infosys, etc...
Fave professor? * basta cla un... mga sirs hello! hehe
Fave kasabay pg pauwi? * ako lng pa north, but palabas ng skul halos lahat sabay sabay.
Ano sinasakyan mo pauwi? * Jeep, Bus, Fx kung san ako masaya!
Fave hnihiram ng clasmate m sau? * suklay?, powder?, mirror? hahaha
Hardest subject mo? * haaay ewan assembly! ang haba haba ng input walang
kwenta naman output! hahaha
Unforgettable moment sa buong college life? * my group and the other group
merged into one group called Budz!- pinakamaiingay na nilalang sa campus as in!
halos kahiya ko na nga cla eh! as in! hahaha :P
* uhmmm madami pang fwendly fwends, batch mates & bloackmates na nameet
* lahat ng happenings, ups and downs, celebration, heartaches(lol) and everything!!!
* lessons learned :)
* Basta happy ang college life ko.
Best thing in college? * uhmmm diploma? TOR na walang 3(yes!)? thesis? hahaha! uhmmm ciempre i found true friends!u know kung cno kau... lavyah! :)

*Nothing's Gonna Stop Us*

***i love this song! :)
(yes fwend! nothing's gonna stop us!!!)

"Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now"

Looking in your eyes, I see a paradise.
This world that I found is too good to be true.
Standing here beside you,
I want so much to give you this love in my heart
that im feeling for you


Let them say we're crazy.
I don't care about that.
Put your hand in my hand, baby, don't ever look back.
Let the world around us just fall apart.
Maybe we can make it if we're heart to heart.

And we can build this thing together, stand in stone forever,
nothing's gonna stop us now.
And if this world runs out of lovers we'll still have eachother.
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now.

I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you,
whatever it takes to stay here with you.
Take it too the good times, see it through the bad times.
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do.

Let them say we're crazy.
What do they know?
Put your arms around me, baby, don't ever let go.
Let the world around us just fall apart.
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart.
Oh, all that I need is you.
All that I ever need.
All that I want to do is hold you forever, forever and ever.

And we can build this thing together, stand in stone forever,
nothing's gonna stop us now.
And if this world runs out of lovers we'll still have eachother.
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now.

And we can build this thing together, stand in stone forever,
nothing's gonna stop us now.
And if this world runs out of lovers we'll still have eachother .
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now.


it's me w/ chin & ju =)
wanna hear the song?
feel free to play it on my Singingbox.
(MYMP's Version)

*I miss you, 2 years ago...*

It’s been 2 years ago since the "tragic" came into my life. I don't want it to happen again... never! I recall... past 6pm (I'm on my way home from work) I received a call from someone and the news broke my heart, my tears fell like a river and it's like a nightmare… That night, I wished that it’s only a dream because I can’t accept the fact that it’s really happening. It’s like I’m falling into pieces especially when I saw the helpless body at the ICU with machines around him. I don’t know what will happen then, I just cried and prayed. My life has change after that incident. My life two years ago is different from now… but I don’t care for the changes, the important is He’s still with us until now…. GOD is so good... I love u Dad but I miss you, 2 years ago...

*work + love*

From Admin to Sales to Marketing... I had a meeting with michelle at Shangrila a while ago regarding marketing matters for Playshop 07. She discussed the things that we should do for nextweek (promo, guestings, sponsorships, radio ad, collaterals, blah blah blah)... (matinding pressure nanaman toh, but I'm used to it hehehe!) matapos ang madugong paguusap, we end up talking about "love" matters...haha! while walking from shangrila-> megamall-> Podium (for another mtg) ayun isa lng ang topic namin! we both agreed to the fact na... Kung mahal ka talaga ng isang tao(guy), cya mismo ang gagawa ng way at hindi mo kailangan unahan ang mga "dapat" mangyari, u don't need to make papansin or whatsoever! so if it happens, good! if not maybe it's not meant to be. sabi nga nila pag pinaghirapan mo dun ka masasatisfied. eniwei, that's my opinion, i have the right to write whatever i want and this is my blog! (haha), Back to the topic... Maybe we should wait for God's time na cya mismo ung kikilos at hipuin ang ating mga puso(naks!). If u have deeper relationship with God, ul understand... Just PRAY. because He knows what's best for us. (sounds oldie... but this is true!) Take it slow... Let the wind blow and let God shower you the gift of love that you want :)