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LoVe...LoVe...LoVe...FAILURES...wHy!?!
bkit kya dumdtng sa point ng  isang tao yng nag-d-dlwang icp ka? afraid tht u might pick d wrong decision  N   regret it 4d rest of  life!?
hav  ya eva felt tht uve been so  gaga  over  sum1 N yet we call it  cRaZy...
but we neva thght how stupid we bc0me until we felt tht we've been hurt ??!
and how cum aftr ol d shtz uve been thrgh 2sum1, hurt u lyk no one elz did, still u say...
"MAHAL KO PA RIN SHA..." shetz...
sumtymz  wre confused kng mkknig tyo sa tkbo ng utak nten or frm d feelingz we hve in our  heart...
they  say tht  LOVE  CONQUERS ALL....ye  right!!!
mnsan,  n-fe-feel nyo pa yng tipong may  mahal  k,  pero mern nmn syng iba, or u fell 4ur  friend  but  ur too  afraid  2let it show coz ur fearing of  rejection?  
dialogue @d movie My Best Friend's Wedding which Rupert Everett said...
"If  you  love  someone,  say it...u say it right then...out  LOUD...
                                        or the moment just...passes you by..."
meron  nmn yng situation na, tipong threz sum1 in ur lyf N u cld say n  hez/shez  'd  one'  at  mssbe mo rn n
mahal na  mahal  mo sha...but  then, uve lost ur  trust  on him/her...yng tipong bngay mo n  lhat ng  trust  mo nun  una, tpos nwla lhat kc nlman mong hez/shez  cheatin  
on  ya? dba mskit??!  SOBRA!!!  
shempre u cnt help 2thnk tht he/she myt d0 dz 2u again, aftr uv gven him/her a chnce? N now, telln u dz promises tht uve heard a million tymz b4...
but then...what IF he/she broke dz promises in dz 2nd tym arnd?
ewan  ko  nlang...
--->>>i jz have 2say we can  do  cRaZy  shitz 4d 1 we luv,  xcept  2gve all of our  tRUSt  again...
4short...
itz really hard 2trust sum1 again once uve lost it...i gez  it takez tym...
eh pno nmn yng sa situation n gs2 mo  mkpg-break? but threz sumthn keepz u holdin bck, yng tipong nttkot kng msktan  sha or msktan mo srili mo N regret it l8r tht u did it? 
...sumtymz  we  cant  blme  ourslves for endng a reltnshp, mybe sa syd ng mga nsktan MaSaMa  ka  at MaDALi  pra  sayo un at ngppksaya kpa...  i  DoN't  think so...
itz also really hard 2break sum1'z heart w/o wnting to..mnsan d mo nmn sha intend n sktan eh..bt u hav 2do it ryt then coz itz mch more painful if u ddnt do it ryt awy...tpos sa huli..ikw p yng masisisi at pustahan...ssbhin p nla sayo...
"BAKIT  NGAYON MO LNG SINABI?
---partingz  neva EASY...
N  sumtymz nman u felt that uve given all uve got 2 give N stiLL it isn't enuf?  stiLL it d0esnt work ryt?
or d0esnt receive anythn in return?
---itz d matter  of  giving,  dont  assume  tht ull receive  mch more of wht u xpect,...
mnsan nmn tipong two tymer k, d mo m-choose one over d otha...mahal mo nga sha pero may qualitiez nmn yng isa na ok at mssbe mong ngkksundo kyo in anyway...itz very hard 2choose dba?
well,  gRoW  uP!!!
now ur  being SELFISH!
ohh well, uve gotta choose  jz  one  person...N  learn 2accept d fct tht 3 is alwyz a  CROWD...
and  tpos mern nmn yng situation n, mnsan bgla mo sha maalala..ya knoe...yer  ex...reminiscn  d  ol gud tymz uve shared 2getha...somehow u  miss  him/her  ryt?  but then,..sumhow threz  emptiness  insyd  of u n d mo mppgilan, N  ur  thnkin whether ur  gonna do sumthn bout it or not, kc u myt be wonderin mybe hez/shez  happy  
wid  sum1 elze' armz na...
or scared 2 lose their pride chiken shitz for both partiez..
hw  bout nmn sa mga taong  hurt  
or  bigo?  w/o absolutely no idea why thyve been hurt...N mybe still figurin out whtz d  reason of their breakup...
we usually tend  2smyl 
but  behind  d curtains...we're DYIN.... 
mnsan, dindaan nlng nten sa pglalaseng toh w/our fellow brkadaz or get out of town N do sumthn as a relief 2urslf 4awhle...i blve thtz how it goez...
newy...dnt  worry therez sum1 out thre who'LL b d  one  2  ease  ur  pain  away...jz  widen up ur  eyez..or u cld use ur  high resolution reading glasses...coz tht myt help prhpz... lolz 
...ull  neva know...d person bsyd u in a bus myt b d one  who  cn spend d rest of ur  lyf wid...hmmm...
mybe  sooner or l8r... (betcha, im sure they will) they'll probably soon realized  wht thyve lost  N found...  
oh  well, 2bad;)...plaging  nsa huli tlga and pagsisisi...
itz not  ur  loss....itz THEIRS...
mdme  p jan noh..pDe  bA!!!  
---we truly neva know wht we've g0t til itz gone...
N we also neva thght d person we l0ved d m0st cld b d one who will hurts us d most...
ok  letz jz put it dz way...
di  k nmn kc ms-saktan  kng d k  nagm-mahal  eh...
ns-saktan  k kc  nagm-mahal  ka...
mnsan  we'd  prfer 2b  hurt p  nga  dba?!?  
in  our point of our livez we shld be so LUCKY  2hav sum1 whoLL NEVA  letz us go...
sum1  whoLL luv us even more...N sum1 whoLL cherish  us 4d rest of our livez... 
---lessons  of luv cld brng us so mch pain...
i gez god jz letz us meet few people tht goez in and out in our livez...N those tymz myt be d unforgettable onez...
taughts  us lessons  in dz insane wrld of LOVE...
d  more we've been hurt,  d more we gain  d lessonz...
but one thng is 4sure..we'll know how 2get up again wen we fall...
dnt b afraid 2 give urself a chance 2 luv again.. dont look back N look 4d qualities frm d past luv 2 someone new...we're diff kndz of people N has diff personalitiez...but, who knoez...threz mch more u can see in dz new pers0n, tht u can neva thnk of...
ending relationshipz doesnt mean itz d end of d story in a pocketbook,(or a book rather) but itz d beginning of a new chapter in lyf...
LOVE neva keptz as promise wid a word such as "FoReVeR"...
itz not jz a word tht is easy 2say..itz also a place 4us 2get there...
---actions speaks louder than words.
now, as i sat down in d front of my computer, mind spinnin,..bored,...lack of sleep...listenin d2 radio...playn an old skool whch is 4sure one of our fave luv songz of all d tym...
"...and itz tellin me IT MIGHT BE YOU, all of my life..."
dz linez keep circlin lyk butterflies on my head, wonderin who myt be d luv of our livez...
no one cld tell...
no one knowz...
god only knowz...
dz are jz some of d situations in LOVE. i cnt say tht im d one of thse pe0ple who knoez all shitz bout LoVe...im jz sayin dz coz ive learnt fr0m them alot...and sumhow ill cherish dz lessons tht left dz scars frm my past...lessons tht will teach me over N over agen...
i  gz itz truly in d matter of our CHOICE  in lyf...
gnyan tlga buhay prng lyf...tsk tsk tsk... 
LoVe is feelin lyk ur in heaven, but it can also hurt lyk hell. but 1 thng is 4sure, uLL learn 2let go N luv sum1 elz more tht eva u did b4,dz tym it myt be xtra special, do sumthin wonderful dz day 4it will neva cum agen. d0nt live a lyf wid a regret.
take chances, make mistakez...
 
  
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